The Eradicater: Riptide[COMPLETED]

it's your fault

'You ask me why I ain't got feelings

Baby it's a million reasons

But you probably don't want dealings

One because my trust

Two just ain't enough'

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"So you're telling me that my only child has been kidnapped, by a fucken lunatic of a girl that is your fucken ex? Two full weeks my baby has been out there and it's because of you? My wife is at the hospital. No not working, she's broken down. You said you'd get her back, you're doing a shit job at it woman. Do you even want her back? Fuck everyone is useless especially you and the FBI!"

Her father locked the room with yells. He looked like a junkie in a Gucci suite. He looks awful, bags under his eyes, frizzy hair, red eyes. I don't even think he is eating.

Each time he spoke his words pierced him more than they did me. His voice broke second by second, its their only child. Knowing Nicki, she could be in a pool of blood. She could be beat down, she could dead. I hope for none, best news is we know she's alive.

Everyday there are videos. The first week Liv was a crying mess in them. Second week, she was just there numb and in skimpy clothes. She looked like a whore in those outfits. She had makeup,  she looked almost normal but you'd see the pain in her eyes.

Not a glimpse of blood on and around her, nothing. We've been all looking. Leon took a knock on this one, he took a liking to her and he's been way more active in looking.

I've been breathing the same air with Sonya, Leon and Melo. As much as I hate Sonya, she cares for Liv and her commitment proves it.

I feel like a damn failure. If I had just left her with Sonya she would be fine. But I had to be jealous and selfish and got her for me. Only for my jealous bitch ex to capture her.

Everyone is falling apart. I don't know how many men I've killed because they've been pissing me off and saying shit. I lost count and 12 last week.

It's the third week and we have nothing, absolutely nothing. No call this week, no address, no nothing. We're just pretty much useless and it shits my head.

I have dreams of her pretty face everyday, I picture her smiling and moaning my name. I go through our pictures on my phone. She didn't deserve this, she didn't deserve to be part of this. I don't deserve her.

It's like she was taken to a different planet, not even a whiff. Not even nothing, there's absolutely no shit and its messing my head.  Her parents got the FBI on this and they are failing as much as we are, if not more.