TAKE ME

This Bitch !

Cammy's  pov ⛓

I hade been out explore the campus and trynna make sum friends while sin was freaking out about the damn sock situation.

I was back in the room now and about to take a shower cuz whew i felt dirty. I could tell sin was annoyed with me i mean i did come in the room screaming 'get it sexy' but hey its a catchy song..

I undressed and turned on the shower stepping inside. "Hmm sounds quite, what should i sing ??"  I questioned myself 

"Ouuu i got it! Ocean" i grab my phone from off the sink and went straight to youtube. 

"Mhhm ohh yeaaaaaa..... Im lying if i said i dint want it i could tell by your eyes that yo focus...(you focus). YEAH.  Come & hop on this 🐴  COME AND HOP ON THIS PONYYYYYYYYYY.... CAN I DIVE IN YOUR OCEAN... YOUR OCEAN... CAN I TAKE A DIVE IN YOUR OCEAN" 

Bang bang bang 

"Ughhh"i groan and pause the music  "WHAT!"

"Can you please turn that shit down" sin yells from the other side of the door

"NOO" i said bluntly and turned my music back on 

She continued  banging on the door for and min then stoped so i went back to singing.

Fast ⏭

I got out the shower about 45 min later and got dressed still sing every song that popped up after that

I walked out the bathroom to see sin sitting on her bed glaring at me i ignored her and sat on my bed.

"Whats yo fucking problem?" She asked 

"I dont know what you mean" i stated 

Dont fucking play with me right now bitch"

"Ayy watch the b-word hoe"

"Watch that h-word bitch"

I stood up off my bed and she did too. I starred at her for a min then smacked my lips and headed for the kitchen when the bitch grabbed my freshly washed curls and swung me around.

"Bro what the fuck" i stated pulling myself out of her grip "you acting like i fucked yo momma or sum hell" 

She grabbed me by my throat "listen bitch you doing a lil too much fucking talking fo me. What the fuck is you gone do?" 

"I-i cant breathe" i yanked my self out her grip and smacked the fuck out of her. She looked shocked then smiled and said "make that your first and last" and walked out the room grabbing her keys.

"What. The. Fuck." I said standing there to stun to move.

Did this hoe just choke me and think i wasn't gon do nun? What the hell is wrong with her? Is the hoe mental? Like what the fuck just happed...

"Welp on bout my night den" i said plopping down on my bed and going straight to sleep 

Sin's pov 🖇

I walked down the hall with a smile on my face but i was burning on the inside..

What the fuck did i just do? I bet she thinks im mental now. Shit shit shit

I walked to my car and began to search for my pills to calm me down a bit. I found them sitting on my back seat. "Two left danm" i broke one in half and took it.

I  felt better as soon as i felt it hit my stomach.   Was hoping this wouldn't happen but it had.

My demons hade got the best of me again. This type of stuff happened every time i got irritated or annoyed. I would lash out and put my hands on people.

It onlyy started getting bad about a year ago when i hit my little sister so hard she almost when into a comma 

I have IDE (Intermittent explosive disorder) iv been taking medication every since i got diagnosed. And now this bitch thinks im bat shit crazy but hell she fucking annoying i can help it.

I got in my car and pulled out the parking lot to head to the nearest pharmacy. I need to stack up i cant let that happen again. And the way she smacked me i almost did something i was going to regret bad.... 

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Intermittent explosive disorder involves repeated, sudden bouts of impulsive, aggressive, violent behavior or angry verbal outbursts. The reactions are too extreme for the situation. Road rage, domestic abuse, throwing or breaking objects, or other temper tantrums may be symptoms of intermittent explosive disorder.

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