Her Beloved Rain

part 33

The room was filled with silence
Those eyes were still staring at her feelings more and more regret every passing second was painful for him
He didn't wanted it to happen now and ever
On the other hand the rage and wrath his mind was frustrated totally mad of the thought that someone has guts to mess up with him
A call took his attention  he went outside the room and picked up the call
"Tell me"  he just wanted answer who did wrong to him who is playing games
"Sir she was sara.....she wore exact dress like mam so no one noticed her and someone took mam to that room so she heard the gunshot.......it was all a plan sir.....I have a bit idea about it who must have been the real men"
The men sounded more in a brief manner
When he heard a glass broke he immediately cut the call and went inside only to see sneha  standing their in full rage filled eyes her eyes were red....
Only a second passed and she took steps towards him still in her long gown that was somehow interrupting her walk but she managed
Coming towards him as she saw his face in mere lightning lamp she clutched tightly on his collar before saying
"So I heard right about you....."
Her face was firm while on the other hand Virat became curious about the thing she's going to tell the regret on his face was oh so clear, the fear in his eyes was enough to let sneha know that how regret he felt that she saw his crime
"You're a psycho" his breath hitched
"A total maniac" with all of her furry she clutched tightly on his collar
Every little word of her was like a sword digging into his heart
Every passing minute was making him come near to his devil side
She hated the fact that she think him exactly how other people think of him
"You killer...... Liar..... A complete vicious men....she was right,I shouldn't have believed you you don't deserve my love you don't deserve.."
She didn't even completed the sentence when she felt a harsh grip on her throat
His grip was firm on her throat
Her whole body trembled at the thought of what was going to happen
It was already too much
"Don't say it sneha...just don't"
His face was just inches far from her his jaw tightened
"I don't mind anyone talking bad about me but if it's you I hate it....I'm different for you ...a total different person right love....."
His hands gripped on her jaw he placed his lips on hers trying to be calm and gentle but his inner fury wasn't letting him
It was like he was pushing away every intrusive thought he was having until
"You were playing with me "
Her words made him totally mad yes it was true that he never let her know his bad sides but that doesn't mean that he hurted her he never let his bad side affect their relation but now when he got all her love she's backing off
Doesn't she love him
"You played with my mind" his face was still close to her lips if now she spoke anything that he despise he'll loose himself totally
"I always got negative thoughts but I always tried to push them away
From the starting I always felt something different from the way you acted and you become a total different person now....you just acted
Why don't you tell me the truth VIRAT"
This time she shouted hard enough to let him know how much hatred she is feeling....their were thousands of things that are roaming in his mind all the bad things he could do right now but he doesn't want to hurt her now or ever but she should know right why he did that why he is like this but how he is afraid, afraid of the thought what will she think from her words one thing was clear that she know almost everything about him and he surely doubt Riya
"Tell me you cheater"
That's enough 
"Yes I'm a killer, a psycho a total maniac because it's the only way I can protect myself  I'm fighting every fucking day to be alive here....I can't be a poor rat hiding....
keep this thing in your mind my love this time I won't hide anything from you....... you were so much desperate to know about me that you asked everyone but not me let me give you a brief"
She inched back scared of his gaze When Virat stalked towards her his hand landed on her shoulder...pushing her backwards as she stumbled on her gown
"Stop being  so naive sneha....be fearless you're my wife the one and only top business men's wife...I'm not afraid of anything that's why I'm on top and you have to be with me always till mt last breath be brave enough so no one can manipulate you and about me I know that you know everything about me so  now so I don't have to explain
keep this thing in your mind... except me the way I am except me as your beloved husband"
Her stomach clutched with fear and anger but she held her ground

"What if I tell you I can't accept you the way you are......what if I tell you to change yourself for me"
She snarled raising her chin meeting his intense gaze
"You're not allowed to do that"  his jaw hardened nostrils flaring
" You're not allowed deny me"
Her lips parted,her chest felt heavy this time her heart racing faster and faster
"I don't accept you like this"

"You have to" he growled making her flinch,his huge frame crowled her

Sneha's throat closed up no words were left For her to speak
From some part of her mind she knew that this day will come her fear from starting was now meant something

He took her face in his big hands while pacing a harsh kiss on her lips and looked towards her for a minute before he spoke
"Act like nothing happened...act like a good wife just like you behaved hours ago"

How easy it is for him to speak right
"I can't address myself as your wife now" 
He looked raged his fury can blast anytime soon and now if she push this conversation further it will be something more dangerous that could happen
"If you ever said it again" his grip tightened on her jaw mouth too close to her
"You don't know how I can cross my limits now to claim you totally mine"
A dark  kind of hunger spilled his mouth every inch of her crawled  as she gulped hard

"Come with me" she tightly holded her hand pulling her outside the room taking her somewhere
"Let me go...." She tried to get free from him as she was now afraid of even the thought of being with him
Her heart raced so fast as she could feel it in her ears

She took her towards a giant room which was his office room
She felt curious every passing minute

Virat flung opened the cupboard which were full of magazine of his work
He took out those magazine and scattered them all over infront of her
"This is what I work for" she looked towards all the top magazine with his picture all over them

He opened the next big drawer and took out those pistol and showed it to her
"This is what makes me feel safe"

She gulped the lump on her throat as he walked towards the other of the drawer and took out some medical reports
"And these are the bullshits I've gone through"
She took the reports which were looking exactly how Riya said
those mental reports
And because of them I have suffered
He showed the frame of his family

She looked towards him with his gloomy eyes as she saw his total broken state
"They made my life hell and this women" he pointed towards his mother "because of her I suffered as a mental patient...wish she was dead"

" They are your parents" sneha said in her heavy breath when he looked harshly towards her with the rage filled eyes
" They are not my family"
He took steps towards her and said again
" My father this men married her" he pointed towards Pooja singh
" And this men he is not my real brother my dearest step mom made me a criminal infront of the world"
Her heart slammed inside her chest seeing this state of her husband he was totally messed up his face was sweaty fisty hand those nerves popping out like they will explode anytime soon
" Look" he said making her to look towards him and said again
"After all this shits I can't be a fucking good men for everyone"

"Remember when I told you sneha that life is never always a fairytale"
Yes she remembered the day he first met her the day she can never forget
" Life is like this and in my world everything works the way I want "

This was the first time she felt nothing was unsaid and incomplete between them
He gave a last glanced to her before
He strode away leaving her alone with her messed mind

This part ends here
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