Don't be jealous, Tucker

CHAPTER IV

Craig's pov
I wake up with a very huge smile on my face. I look across the room to see tweek, sleeping so peacefully.

I notice that I'm the only one awake so I get up and head to the kitchen. Clyde's dad is usually not around until like Wednesday but then he leaves again on Friday for some kinda fucking business trip or whatever, I don't know.

I grab a cup and pour water into it. I sigh and then take a sip of it.

I close my eyes and start thinking of the world I want to live in. A world where tweek loves me and we didn't break up because we thought they had stopped caring about us. I never dated tweek for the town, I dated him because I realized that he was the love of my life and I could never get rid of that.

Until one day he said we should stop pretending which hurt me a lot but I agreed with it because I didn't want to lose him, friend or boyfriend, or whatever. He was the most important thing in my life, more important than red racer and stripe, now that's means he is very important because I would never think something is more important than them two.

But tweek had changed something in me. He changed how I was and I'll never go back to the person I use to be.

So when I say yes I fucking love tweek tweak, I really mean it. No pretending bull shit or nothing. I love that God damn boy so much it hurts to not be with him. It hurts to not hug him or hold hands with him. It fucking hurts not even talking to him as much as we use to.

I just wish that there was one universe that  we were happily in love. If there were a universe like that I'd never want to leave it.

No matter how many people I have to- I then hear someone walking downstairs.

I look up and see my favorite blonde in this world, tweek tweak.

I look at his sleepy face and his messed up blond hair.

"Craig?" He says wiping his eyes.

"Sorry if I woke you tweek." I say washing out Clyde's cup.

"Oh no you didn't, I just randomly woke up." He says walking towards me. Oh God what do i- "hey can you hand me a mug Craig?" He says going towards the coffee machine now.

"Oh yeah sure." I say taking down a white mug and handing it to him. "Thanks Craigster." He says yawning.

"Craigster's a new one." I say slightly smiling because I just find him adorable.

"Well you call me tweekers, tweeky, twerk, which i fucking hate you for." He says as I burst out laughing.

He playfully rolls his eyes and leans on the counter. He stares down at the floor and huffs.

"What's wrong?" I ask him and he looks up at me with a frown.

"I just.." he then sighes. "I just wish someone would actually, you know, like me for once. I get it I can be annoying and I'm also unattractive but-" "dude you're not unattractive nor are you annoying. You're literally one of the best people in my life. And no one's finds you annoying, everyone likes you. We all think you're cool so don't let negativity get to you." I say and he smiles.

"Thanks Craig, I really needed that." He says as we make eye contact.

He breaks it by dumping his coffee into his cup and and then putting creamer in.

He takes a sip and then sets it down on the counter.

He jumps up on the counter top and sits down.

"Can I kiss you?" Slips out of my mouth and then I turn fully red and hide my face. "FUCK NO THAT SLIPPED OUT!!" I say panicking and then he starts to laugh.

"Craig..." He says trying to calm himself. "You want to kiss... Me?" He says and then I awkwardly look up at him. "I just want to know if I like boys or not." I say making up some lame excuse.

"Well, I guess so, but it's just for an experiment, right?" He says and then I nod.

I walk over to him and gulp. This is your chance Craig, don't screw this up or I'll never forgive you.

We make eye contact for a while and then he slowly leans in. I do the same as well until we are slightly touching. I look up at his eyes and then his lips. After I finally had the balls to do so, I pressed my lips against his and he starts to slowly kiss me back.

This is heaven. I let go and then I look at him in the eyes. I could see red tint start to form on tweek's face and he just holds eye contact with me.

He then smashes his lips with mine which I did not expect to happen. We break apart again but this time he seems worried. "I'm so sorry I don't know what had gotten into me!" He says hiding his face from me with his hands.

"No no it's okay, I thought it was nice." I say smiling at him while putting down his hands.

"Really?" He says and I nod. "Well do you want to continue?" He says looking away from me. "If you want to." I say and he faces me again.

He presses his lips against mine and then we start to make contact with our tongues.

He let's go and stares at me. "Craig." He says smiling. "Craig." He says getting louder.

"Craig!" He yells and I suddenly spring up.

"Dude what the hell.." I say looking around me to see Clyde and Kenny standing around me while tweek is on the floor looking at the TV.

"Dude you were out for like 12 hours!" Kenny says. "Good dream?" Clyde says and I nod.

"The best dream ever." I say and they laugh at me. "I can tell by that thing that's poking out of your pants." Clyde says still laughing. "Shut up man!"

"Hey guys I got to go, bebe says she needs me asap." Tweek says getting up from where he was at.

"Aww, okay. Bye tweek!" Clyde says as tweek walks out the door.

"So you gonna tell us about that-" "NO!"

Craig seriously thought 💀