Loving in secret || Kim Taehyung ff

#4 Regret

A/P

He looked up at you when you said those words, he stared at you weirdly which made you confused

y/n- are you okay?

Taehyung- Excuse me?! who even are you? and why are you saying those cheesy lines to me?

y/n- wh-what?

Your eyes got widen after hearing him, you felt hatred and embarrassing at the same time because you don't have any intention to talk to him like that, you understand that it may sound cheesy to him but you actually meant what you said as you relate to his words more than anyone else could which he said before sometime but your expectancy was high when you came back just to comfort a drunk man while he was crying but what he did? He hurt your feelings by calling it "cheesy lines" when it supposed to be comforting words

You didn't said anything and stayed silent, you regret coming back to him and comforting him, he saw you weren't answering which made him annoyed

Taehyung- YAH!! are you deaf?? I'm asking you something! do you even understand what I'm going through?? but you have to joke around in this type of situation?!

His words were piercing inside your heart, it made you feel hurt and bad but you couldn't defend yourself anymore, you were tired of defending yourself, you lack the power and energy to talk back, you feel hopeless, you feel like nobody understands you in this world anymore and now when you're trying to help someone by saying comforting words in their hard time but that also doesn't work anymore because nor you or your words mean anything to anyone

You are done with everything, you feel like dying but that would also hurt because there would be no one who would sit at your grave and cry his/her heart out

You were thinking all this while Taehyung was busy asking you and as he didn't got his answer, he stood up by himself and also made you stand, he was still drunk and couldn't able to look properly nor he could stand properly which made you look at him in pity and that gaze didn't went unnoticed by him as he hated it more than anything else

Taehyung- Why are you looking at me with those eyes??? what does it mean!?

y/n- I... what do you mean?

Taehyung- Your eyes clearly shows pity for me, but why!? Why do you care!?!

y/n- Ahjussi... liste-

Taehyung- STOP CALLING ME AHJUSSI!!

*He spoke while coming closer to you*

You got scared by his sudden raise of voice which he noticed and back off from you suddenly but he was about to fall down not able to balance himself but before he could, you held his coat and pulled him back which made him fall on you as you hit the wall behind, he was now too close to you and you gulped feeling his hot breath on your face

*A sudden thought came to your mind*

y/n- he's still drunk... so maybe whatever he said was because alcohol took over him? *in mind*

*You looked at him and found out that he closed his eyes already and slept which made your eyes go widen at the thought of leaving him alone here*

y/n- oh god... i need to wake him up otherwise that crazy jerk will beat me if i reach home late

You quickly shake him by holding his arm but he was in a deep sleep which made you sigh in defeat

y/n- Ahjussi please wake up... please i need to reach home as soon as possible

A sudden sound was heard by you and you look here and there, and again back to find out your father was leaving the store with the lady

y/n- Oh no!! he will kill me if he saw me like this with him... i need to do something!