It's been a while, hasn't it? I can confidently say na maybe you've already moved on and forget about this account. But hey, it's not bad to hope naman diba? Even if you'll see this after years, even decades!
Do you remember ba noong nag meet tayo noon sa gc nila Kaixine Threader? But we left it together kasi halos wala nang naimik doon? Hb noong December, christmas eve and I was crying noon sa rooftop but you were there? What abt that time when you were laughing but I was a bit offended kasi kapangalan ko si Trixie? Noong sasama ka sana sa swimming, nag okay kana and your mother but suddenly had to cancel na? I can even still remember noong halos kaunti lang comms natin when you were still living in Marinduque, tapos i p-play yung Message In A Bottle.
We had so many memories together, despite not even meeting for once. My family alr knows abt you, even Mom was already expecting and excited to meet you irl. She and my cousins scolded me for treating you soooo bad TOT
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"I owe you an apology." Would be an understatement, and I would degrade myself forever if ever na I'll say that to you. I treated you so bad, and I was aware, even if I was still a kid back then.
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I deeply regret doing it all, every single bad thing. I rekindled with Vianna before, I thought everything was fine until she mentioned about you. And then, I realized na,
"Heyyy!!! Girl wake up, cause you're losing her for the nth time!!!"
LIKE AS IN NAG SNAP KASI SHE TOLD ME NA AYUSIN KO RAW, AMD I THOUGHT NORMAL LANG NA MAGING GANUN YUNG CONVO ESP IF BUSY NA BUSY TALAGA 😭😭😭
But yes, shame and fear got over my head. Kaya I didn't know how to say sorry. I was ashamed for treating them right, yet cannot do the same thing to you. Na I can be there for them, yet I can't be there whenever na mag c-chat ka kasi anxious ka. I was ashamed na you were there when I needed someone, yet I can't even do the same thing.
You deserve the world, you really do. Do you remember when you told me abt people who are guardian angels talaga? But they're just somewhere lurking around, but is guiding you? Girl, the very second na sinabi mo yon, I immediately thanked God for letting me have a friend like you. Up til now, I am.
It's too late to say this but yes, I want you to know that you'll always have a place in my life and heart. You can make me a backburner or something, idc. You told me before that you're becoming toxic? Well idfc.
Always remember that you can always chat me, I even still have your number saved on my phone TT I hope someday, I can finally return something back to you.
