*mias perspective*
Tw: smut, sh
I walk into the nursery since Marjorie was off sick, and I needed to cover. I see a very sad looking charlotte.
I drop my bag in the staff room, and go up to her, wrapping my hands around her waist.
"Hey sweetheart" I hum
She pushes me off her, and snaps at me.
Avoiding all eye contact and taking two steps forward.
"Mia leave me alone" She yells. Charlotte is the sweetest person, why is she acting like this? What's going on? I thought to myself.
"Sweetheart what's up hmm?"
"Mia I want to be left alone, go to your office and leave me alone!" She yells.
I slowly start walking away, smiling at her.
"If you need to talk sweetheart I'm here for you."
Charlotte rolls her eyes, and starts taking the kids to soft play. Quickly putting there socks on, and making sure everyone is there.
*Charlotte perspective*
I'm so alone. I've never felt like this before. I don't want to worry Mia, yet again I just yelled at her. I'm so stuck. I don't know what to do.
*time skip after shift ends*
My shift just ended, and Mia just went home. I locked up the nursery and start walking to my car.
The guilt sits in my stomach. Why did I speak to her like that? Why am I so cruel?
Instead of going to my house, I went to hers instead. Knocking at her door at around 7pm.
She answers.
"Hey sweetheart, do you want to come in."
Without thinking I walk in and drop all my stuff on the floor. Bringing her in to a rough kiss.
She pins me against the door after shutting it, And moves her hands down my body.
I wrap my legs around her body, and she picks me up carrying me upstairs to her bedroom.
She sits me on the bed and slowly starts undressing me.
Until she stops all movement.
She saw my body.
I've had this coping mechanism ever since my ex husband left me.
I would slowly press against my skin with a razor giving me deep scaring cuts. To the point where my thighs, stomach and arms where covered.
The thing I didn't realise is that yesterday, before I went to bed, I had a pretty bad episode. Which let me to have cuts in all three places.
"Oh my love." I hear her whisper.
I feel my face getting hot, as my vision slowly starts to blur.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry" I kept repeating. I didn't know what to do. Is she going to leave? I'm I going to be all alone?
she bring me in for a tight hug, as I just explode in her chest. All the feeling side had bottled up for so long just overflowed.
"Shh sweetheart I'm here okay?, can I look at them?"
I gently nod, embarrassed. I didn't want her to see me like this.
*mias perspective*
I slowly stare at the not healed cuts, wondering what I can do to help her.
"I'm going to go get some bandages okay?"
I go downstairs and grab my first aid kit. Bringing it back upstairs. I slowly clean her wrists, thighs and stomach from all dried blood.
I wrapped bandages on her hand, and a few asters on her thighs.
"Next time you feel like this, call me okay?"
I give her one of my hoodies as we both crawl into bed.
"I'm sorry to ruin your fun Mia."
" oh My love, sex isn't everything, I care about you. And I want you to trust me" I kiss her forehead.
She lies on my stomach as we both slowly fall asleep
(VERY DEPPFESSING GUHS SORRY, GIVE ME REQUESTS BC IDK WHAT TO WRITE THATS WHY IT TOOK ME AGES TO WRITE THIS I DO ANY CHARACTERS NOT JUST MIALOTTEEE!! (ASLONG AS ITS NKT WERID ASF AND ILLEGAL))
