This is like the first real pop song I've ever written. Imagine the music being similar to that of The Tortured Poets Department song.
This song is kind of hard to interpret it, it was a very random, temporary lapse of sanity, on which I wanted s good title for this collection and chose still insane, and then decided to write this song to go with it. But despite the abruptness, I kind of love it.
I'm interested to hear your interpretation of it
Chorus:
Hey
Are you okay?
I've heard your life is great
You've moved on
Found a nice girl named Jane
That's great.
I sent changed much in case you're wondering
I'm still insane
Verse #1
Maybe I took it too far
I'll admit it now
Shouldn't have wrecked your bike
And smashed all the windows if your car
I could say it's your fault for leaving me at the park
But that wouldn't be very mature of me, would it? *Spoken*
"Take responsibility for your actions"
that's what my new therapist says
Pre Chorus:
Did you know I called you today?
Nothing important I just wanted to say
Chorus:
Hey
Are you okay?
I've heard your life is great
You've moved on
Found a nice girl named Jane
That's great.
I haven't changed much in case you're wondering
I'm still insane
oh, oh
I'm still insane
Oh, oh
I'm still insane
Verse #2
You're comfortable and happy
Moved to a nice house in the country
Well isn't that nice?
I'm sure that it's pretty
I'm still in the big city
The noise and memories are driving me crazy
No, I don't need any pity
I'm all alright
Right where you left me
Pre chorus
I sent you a letter, did you receive it?
I know it's me you're avoiding
But i just wanted to say
Chorus:
Hey
Are you okay?
I've heard your life is great
You've moved on
Found a nice girl named Jane
That's great.
I haven't changed much in case you're wondering
I'm still insane
oh, oh
I'm still insane
Oh, oh
I'm still insane
Bridge:
Now here's something interesting
Apparently I've deluded myself into thinking you loved me
And there's another thing
I break down crying every night since you've left me
There's just one more note
Apparently I've made you up just to cope
You're just another character
In just another song I wrote
Maybe it's so my sorrow can have a reason
Or maybe I'm just looking for an excuse for this insanity
Pin all of the blame on someone imaginary
A metaphor for all of this twisted uncertainty
I'm sorry for dragging you into this
You might not be real
But you don't deserve this
You haven't done anything to warrant knowing me
Outro:
Hey
Are you okay?
I know it's dark up there in my mind
Believe me, I wish I could make it sunny
But this is just how it is
I haven't changed
I'm still insane
