I was known as the shy girl of the school - lots of people bullied me in this school. They called me Emo - which I am. I feel worthless and not good enough - ugly. I have had one or two boyfriends - I am not a virgin. That was in my last town though. But I've never found them interesting. I'm Violet Vixon. My hair is black and goes to my butt. Usually it's covered by my hoodie. Shyness at its work folks. I'm afraid of school - because they make me feel worse than I already do.
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I groaned as my annoying ass alarm clock rang me awake. I rolled over and put the covers over my face. But my stupid alarm clock kept beeping. I rolled back and hit it off my night stand. I threw my covers off and hopped up. I looked down at my thighs which were covered in scars of my razor blade, my eyes wandered to my arms and wrists also covered in scars. I rose up and walked into my bathroom. I turned the shower on and made sure t was warm. I stripped down and looked at myself in my standing mirror and looked at my body. I instantly thought I was ugly and fat. I shook my head and looked away. I stepped into the shower and instantly felt the hot water wash down my back and cuts. I washed myself and hair. Once I was done I stepped out and wrapped myself in a towel I quickly changed and got dressed. My hair was hanging down to my butt as I walk to my bedroom u drop the towel and get my clothes out. I got dressed in a fall out boy American beauty/ American psycho knives shirt with black leggings.bi put on my usually black hoodie. I put my jack skellington bow on and walked out. I walked through the kitchen and grabbed a breakfast bar and a bottle of water and headed out of the house. "Bye mom headed to school!" I closed the door and left. I continued to walk to school as I ate the breakfast bar. As I saw the school come into view I hesitated to continue - i was afraid of what they would say and make me feel. I continued to walk in and as I pushed through the door I was shoved into the lockers.
