"I can hear you coming.
It's been a long day,
please don't come.
I don't need you.
I never have.
I want to be alone.
I want to think,
please don't come,
go to someone else.
I can't stand it when you come.
I'm better without you.
you know I can't resist you,
but still I have to fight.
Please don't come.
I want to live without you.
please go away.
I asked you to go.
why are you surrounding me?
Gripping me by my shoulders,
slowly killing me,
one temptation at a time."
I crumble to the ground.
Giving in.
"I asked you not to come,
but still you did."
Finally you release me.
It's done.
my tears fall.
I cry out for help.
"Help me lord,
to make him go away forever!"
why do I let this happen?
giving up,
and falling in?
I stand up,
"you scarred me again!"
I look him in the eye.
I can feel Gods strength building up in me.
now that I have his love,
I know he will never have to return.
"No more!"
I shout.
"You are done with me!"
He comes back to me,
surrounding me again.
trying to kill me.
"I am amazing just the way I am!"
strength in my voice.
"You will leave me,
I will never accept you again!
I'm tired of you killing me,
piece by piece.
I have a new lord!
and he is love!"
He winces now,
stepping away.
"His name is Jesus!" I yell.
"Nooo!" He screams.
"Yes!"
I cry.
"Begone!"
He leaves.
God wraps his arms around me.
"You are my child now."
I smile.
