So at the after we got drunk and high at the same I felted like I was on cloud 20 , Like I was so out of that , all I want grey I wanted them so bad that I went to go search for them, we'll going to search for them ,they were other their talking to our friends and they were talking about the smiling friends show that I think is funny so I *giggle a little * I guess they heard me because they turn around look at me , not gonna lie I was embarrassed because all eyes were on me and they all were looking at like grey would look , which was with a funny face which it caused me to laugh more and they all laughed with me, and I started running out of air so I stop to get and I walked away*and I sit down and played on my phone to get grey out of my head it helped a lot till I heard someone call their name,my heart started pounding through my chest , now I want them more , at less be close to them I thought to myself you should know by now, yes I went to where they were because I want and need them I don't know why, I just want them so bad , it probably might be because am drunk or high but I went to them and grab their hand and took them to their room and locked door and I was breathing hard* grey- asked me if I was okay , but I could hardly *breath so I couldn't answer, grey moves* towards me, putting they're *hand on my back* and the next thing I know I was hugging grey , I couldn't remember how I got to them , and neither could they but to be honest I didn't want to let go, they felted so warm and comfortable, but not gonna lie I need more warmth, so let's say I keep made us both to the so we cuddle and so I could put my legs around their back but I don't think they got mad but they continued ask me what's wrong, but to be honest I didn't at all it's like someone did something to my drink or something because I want grey in so many ways I can't explain, but the reason why am holding like this is so that I don't do what my brain is telling, and all I could say is to them, is that they're warm and how I don't want let go, and I thought to myself should I tell them I don't want them to leave me please stay, so I told them I think someone did something to my drink and my body is being weird and I can't help it, they laugh, and say are you sure I grab* them by the shirt but lightly * and say can you please me I can't hold it anymore, I think they finally took me seriously, because they pulled me in close and whisper in my ear just wait a little longer love, oh how that give me shivers* in my skin it felt great, I just hug them a little tighter*
and said fine only a little longer, they *smiled at my words and kissed* my head, I helped them up and let them leave the room they asked of am gonna I -said no am staying here for a little go talk to the others, and they nodded they're head and left, as they left I started to try to put the pieces together like who would to put me in this state of mind where all I want is sex and how am craving it so bad, we'll sitting here in my thoughts, it started getting a little hot in here then the door openedTO BE COUNTINED