Eunoia

Bye Bye Mrs.Dill

{Disclaimer: The music is actually Marainas Trench,and they're fucking awesome so yeah. And please please give me feedback as to whether or not I should keep going. Okay thank you.}

"You know." Ash said,the moment Jude stopped daydreaming. "Oh what? I wasn't paying attention" She answered. Ash groaned. "Well I'm not repeating what I just said." He said passing her the blunt. "Don't we have a gig at the schools dance in a few days?" She asked standing up suddenly. "Oh shit, we do we didn't even prepare,we gotta practice." Mace said looking up from his book. "Calm down you guys we're gonna murder it,we always do." Aaron said without looking up from her phone. "All you do,all day is be on that damn phone. What do you do? Text? Social media famous?" Jude asked. "No I'm booking us gigs for this summer,so we make some extra cash." She said rolling her eyes. "Anyways,I'm going to bed,you guys get the Fuck outta my house."Jude said,and her friends left,Getting up and locking her apartment door. Grabbing her sack of diabetes,and jumping on the couch clicking Netflix. "Supernatural time" she said giggling to herself,"Sleep is for the weak,and people with futures..I guess" She ended up falling asleep.

Jude wasn't exactly your average female 12th grader,although she was normal,she enjoyed shopping,she hated high school,or school in general,she liked bands,hell she had her own band,but she was extremely inked,she had a dark side,but who the Fuck doesn't right? Hers was just a little,different,she could kill a person and not feel anything,and she didn't believe she had purpose,she didn't like herself,she didn't even love herself,if she was standing in the middle of the interstate,and a truck was coming towards her,Fuck she probably wouldn't move,what's the point? She took care of herself since the age 14,when she ran away from her abusive dad and drughead mother,she's been working,and now she has this nice apartment,so she thinks she's doing fine so far. She couldn't stand looking in the mirror,she didn't see her beauty like everyone else,she only saw a trap. Sometimes she wished she was ugly,life would be easier that way.

The next morning she woke up and got dressed for school,drank some orange juice,and was on her way. She had a car,but she rarely drives it to school,she rides her black Yamaha motorcycle instead,she saves gas better. When she got there,she noticed a car, a car that she'd never forget. Her 7th grade social studies teacher,Mr.Tate,she had a major crush on him,and now that she's thinking about,a huge knot just formed in the pit of her belly ,but it's probably not even his car,nothing that amazing ever happens to her. She's changed so much since 7th grade,he probably wouldn't even look at her the same. She parked her bike and went into the school,colliding with a bunch of people,the halls were beyond crowded. Considering she had Math first period,her day started off pretty boring. Her favorite subject was English and Reading. So she didn't have actually fun until 6 and 7th period.

By the time lunch rolled around,she was completely exhausted,coming from PE,"I probably won't even enjoy English and reading now." She said rubbing her eye,"Yeah I didn't even enjoy maths,and that's like my favorite subject." Ruby said eating a banana. "Anyways we've gotten this far,so what songs did you choose to play?" Ruby asked. "Here's to the zeros,by now and cross my heart." Jude answered. She wrote the music,and the others loved her music.

She sat in the back of the class as usual,waiting for Mrs.Dill to come and teach her the goods. Mrs.Dill,was her most favorite teacher. She doodled on her notebook.She ended up drifting off into a slumber,she woke up when the bell rang almost throwing herself out of the chair. "You know,you really shouldn't sleep in such important lessons,Ms.Black." Her mind froze,and her skin felt hot,her heart dropped,she looked up,to come eye to eye with Mr.Tate.He let his beard grow out and it looked so fucking delicious on him,he had on black jeans and a long sleeve white dress shirt,his hair was magic,and the way he smirked down at her made her hot,she squirmed in her seat a bit before getting up. "Mr.Tate?..." She whispered more to herself than anything. "Thats my name,yes." He nodded doing his famous smirk and walking off. "Do you often sleep in class?" He asked her mind rambled with a lot of words,but the only thing that exited her mouth was. "Schmure" she mentally slapped herself. "Uh um no,I was just ,I-I Physical.."She literally wanted to die. He hid a chuckle. "What?" He asked an amused smile on his face,and she forced out a giggle and sighed. "I don't,it's just PE,was a real bitch today,and I'm extremely exhausted,but I'm sorry I won't sleep again sir." She said feeling a little better. "Good. You may go now,there's no further punishment or anything" he said erasing the board. Jude begin to walk out of the door. "Oh,um where's Mrs.Dill?" He paused,but he turned to her. "Mrs.Dill,my mother,has recently been diagnosed,with stage 4 cancer,they caught it too late and,she doesn't really have much time left,so she wanted me to take over her classes." He spoke as if it physically hurt him to speak of his mother,and Jude was surprised that she was his mother,she would have never even thought,she also didn't realise how much she was crying until she felt his hand on her shoulder,surprised she jerked back and covered her face with her hands,as what she had just been told really sank in. A knot formed in her throat as she begin sobbing quietly. "You two must have been quite close?" He asked embracing her. Rubbing her back,she felt her face go red,she'd never been hugged like that,no one actually showed they cared. "Yes" she answered pulling away slowly,their eyes locking for what felt like forever. "She helped me with some things." She said trying not to talk much about her pass. "I'm sorry but do you have a cousin? You look so much like a student I taught,um her name was Lily." He asked,Jude laughed,"No she isn't my cousin,I am Lily,well I'm Jude now." She answered. He took a step back,mouth wide open. "Holy Shit." He said,laughing. "Wow,you've changed? Quite a bit actually.." He said hands on his hip. Jude held her arms out,"Well,it's a new look yea." She said. "I-I should probably get going now,thanks for remembering me" She said leaving. "Oh wait here" he said writing something down and giving it to Her. "Thats my mom's room number and address,and at the bottom that's my number,if you ever need help with anything else." He Said smiling and turned back to the board to Finnish what he was doing. "Thank you" She whispered. Walking away.