Feel Something

Chapter Two

Authors Note-
Let me know if I should keep giving the definitions at the beginning or wait till the end of the chapter. Also, I'd like to know if you want the definition of words as the MC knows them or be surprised and try to figure out yourself.

This chapter's words:
*treatment* punishment
*neediness* disobedience, wrongdoing, missing instructions

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“Did you hear me, bitch?” The one with the nasal voice says as he yanks me off the ground by my throat.

I didn't hear…
I have to respond in the right way though.
I don't want any more *good feelings* than what HE already has planned.

So I do as expected.
I blink three times.

HE said that means “No.”
HE doesn't want to hear my voice so i have to blink or tap my fingers for responding.
Two for “yes” and three for “no.”
HE also said use five if I don't know.

I know that HE will be mad I was not listening. I could not hear them though. I am not able to explain that to HIM. Saying anything would mean more *good feelings* for me later. Maybe even my arm twisted to the point it makes a “Crack!” sound.
I never like that. It always takes a long time to stop *feeling good.*

I close my eyes tight after my three blink answer. HE hates seeing my eyes open and says my eyes remind him of somebody…
Who was it again? –

>Slap!<

My neck is weak and my head snaps to the side because I was lost in thinking about my eyes and forgot to brace for the *treatment* I always get for three blinks.

Growling Voice chuckles again, then says, “Wow, Jag. Your little bitch of a daughter is veeeery well trained. Just like you said about no eye contact. And the blinks. Thanks for the heads up on that, by the way. Such a pain when people don't warn you of rules their toys follow.  But then again, it can be lots of fun disciplining them when they don't understand what they did wrong. Heh heh.”

HE grunts then slaps something hard and fleshy, “I figured you'd appreciate that. Heh. Goddess knows it took long enough to get the filthy mutt ready. Maybe I should have had you help me. But I figured today would be a nice gift for you, Marco, since you share her birthday. Even if you are still barely over twice her age now.”

Birthday? No no no. That word.
Not that word again.
Anytime HE says it, HE gives me something new. Things that always… *feel good* more than anything before that. Last time I thought I wouldn't wake up…

I'm talked back to the present when Nasal Voice reminds them of my *neediness* though. “This filthy cunt is really 18 now? And still can't listen when she's being spoken to? She needs to learn what sort of *treatment* happens to pets that don't listen.”

Growler says softly, “It's fine, Georgio. She probably was just *excited* to see somebody other than grumpy old Jag, for once.”

Nasal Voice spits on my closed eyes and says, “Bitches need to be put in their place when they decide to show how much they need *treatment* by not listening to those in charge.”