Dear love,
I'm writing this with tears in my eyes. What should i say? Is this the end of us? I'm so sorry for the terrible things i have done and those you've been through darling. You suffered so much, and I couldn't help but keep going.
I wish things were different then.
My mom is still asking you know? I don't know how to say that you are.. gone.
I know she would cry, maybe even more than me. She liked you so much, no. She loved you, even more than me. She prays for us every day. She believes we're meant for each other. I can't tell her. But I know I should, really.
But things been hard lately and, it's just too much to handle right now.
Even the kids.. I just can't tell them yet.
God please help me. I will never forget you darling.
I promise.
Your dearest..
