CHOI EMPIRE Book 4 : wen junhui (Unedited)

CHAPTER 18 : Last step

Doe Hanna

People says that their is huge difference in right and wrong . if one thing is right then other must be wrong.

But according to my theory of life , their is just thin line difference between them.we never know when we pass that line and right become wrong or the wrong become right .

Today what I'm going to do is right as daughter but it feel so  wrong , worst decision of my life I'm going to take. But what now ? Can I change my my past ....

If I can do I will surely take different road , A road which do not end my life with jun . since those hypocritical situation Can't be happen , so their is no use to waste time on them .

Just one thing is clear now that I have no choice but to do what I decided earlier , I have to steal that file and get lost away from his life like I was never been their.

Never been their...those word sound bitter and foreign , their is no way I can forget that fact . afterall he become other half of my life , my soul . Even though I want to get rid of it , Their is no way I can .

My step halted infront of his apartment as I just stare at the door , fighting myself whether to go inside or not. Waiting for few seconds , I was about to put password which is parents death date . he said he want to remember his revenge so thats why he put that code , so he wouldn't forget about that bastard who killed his family , his childhood.

But before I could put the code , the door click open revealing jun in his white tshirt and khakhi pants . he look so handsome even in simple attire .

"Hey you came " he smile and engulfed me in tight hug , I didnt hug him back "I really missed you kitten , where did you go early morning without saying anything ?"

"To meet my father "

"Then you should have told me , I would take you their by myself "

"Its fine , I just want to check on his health "

"But still I can g-" I cut his word inbetween

"Jun I'm tired can I go and sleep for Now" I feel so heavy inside me , I couldn't even able to look in his eyes. The guilt is eating me alive .

He stare at me with that concern look which only making me feel  worse that  hurt like a shit . I just avoided his gaze not want him to read me , usually he can read every thought of mine just like I'm open book to him.

"You okay ?" he put his hand on my cheeks and creases it. I couldn't help and lean on his touch , before closing my eyes.

My eyes stings as tears formed at the back of my eye but control hard not to let them flow. Get back my senses I step back away from him

"Yes " I mumble as soon as I step away "I will just get some rest " saying that I marched inside the apartment straight to his room or our room for last few days  ,where we both spent most of our days together cuddling to sleep.

As soon as I enter the room , I shut the door behind and my back touches the door. I closed my eyes and let those tears finally slip out of my eyes.

I can feel him staring at the door as my back burn in reaction. I knew he must be worried or thinking about  weird change in my behavior. 

But I can't help it , it was so stupid of me when I thought I can stay with him and took step ahead getting myself involved with him more than I should.

A small knock came on the door , my body stiffen in the reaction . I breath stuck inside my throat as my hand tremble in reaction.

"Kitten you okay ?" I clasp my mouth shut with palm of my hand to muffle my sobbing sound "you can talk to me if Something bothering you ? We can deal with it together , you know that right ?"