it was 11:22 and u told me u can't go any further which I understand I do, but I really, really wanted to kiss u today. I really wanted to just sit on your lap and shower u with kisses while u have your hands around my waist or maybe anywhere on my body. I really wanted to tell u, I love u, again and again and again like my life will come to an end if I don't. I really, really, really wanted to worship u today like you're the goddess and me, a believer. like you're the owner and me, the slave. I wanted u to touch me like I'm your own property because I belong to u and I'll tell u that again and again and again if you so wish for me to. I want to chant your name in pure bliss. I want u to hold me anyway u want and kiss me, kiss me, kiss me ,kiss me. I just really wanted to tell u that. I felt crazy longing for u today like my skin was on fire u are the only source of relief but I didn't cause your too far away both literally and figuratively and I miss you.
I miss u now and I think I'll miss u forever.💙
