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ItsAlex WELCOME BACK BIIIIITCH
  ^ Billieeilish i hate you❤️

FINNEAS shark is already sick of you

Claudiasulewski ❤️

Person1 WOOF WOOF BARK BARK

Person2 ARE GKU FRIENDS WORH ALEX
  ^ ItsAlex no im her mailman

Person3 your ocean eyes be looking into mine 😍
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Me and Alex have been talking for a little over week now. Well according to her knowledge only for less than a week. I've been texting her on her number and on instagram

But she doesn't need to know that im "old fart" as she calls me. I know in the beginning she would've never talked to me the way she talked with me on her number.

But now i have no idea how should i break it to her that it's me who she always talked to on the phone. At this point im just ready to buy a second phone with a new number so she never finds out.

It would save her the embarrassment. The way she talks about me on the phone? She would die on the spot honestly if she knew that everything she said about me, she said it to me.

So i guess i have to keep it as a secret. Unless Finneas and his big mouth will let it slip out in front of her.

Other than that. I'll just tell her in our wedding vows. Just kidding. No im not.

That woman drives me insane honestly but she doesn't need to know that either. Her beauty is insane. Her humour is out of this world. Her personality? I love it.

Now im sitting on a sofa.Heard Finneas talking to Claudia, as i am occupied with Peaches and Mousse playing fetch.

"Bils im heading out, you need a ride home or will you hang here with Clauds?" Finneas suddenly spoke up as he picked up his car keys and started putting on shoes.

"Where you off to doofus?" I say intrigued, cause he didn't mention leaving today, when i came over.

"Im just going over to Alexis place" he says it oh so casually and i feel my heart rate speed up at the mention of her name.

She didn't tell me that Finneas was coming over, neither to me, nor my "old fart" persona.

"Whaaat? And i didn't get an invite? Why are you telling me this only now Fin? Trynna steal my wife?" I say with a slight pout that showed up involuntary

"No. I have Clauds, so im not stealing your "wife". But i didn't tell you because she asked me to come alone. She would have a heart attack if she saw you" Finneas once again spoke casually. I will punch him in the gut.
 
"Well i'll just go home, Claudia is busy with filming" i say as nonchalantly as i could. That was a bummer honestly. I wanna see her. I bet she looks even better in real life.

30 minutes later i get home and plop onto my couch. Thinking about messaging Alex. Playing with my phone in my hand, after some time i open the messages.

Alexis

Hey Alex, what ya up to?

Hey old fart, im just working

Ooo, alone?😼

What kind of question is that?🤓 and no i am not.

Of course i knew it

At this point i'll start
to think that you
actually have
hidden cameras in my house

Maybe i do, maybe i don't 😼

You're a weirdo

Now what the fuck?😐

Talk to you later, stranger
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Well now im bored. She has Finneas over. Soo she'll be working for a while now probably.

I sigh and just decide on watching The Office. My comfort tv show for real.

While watching my thoughts can't help but drift to Alex. It seems as if it's the new normal. For the past week and a half i find myself thinking about her a lot. And damn i don't even know if she swings that way.

She has to right? I mean not to judge by appearance but she looks gay to me. I hope she is at least. Maybe i'll have a chance then.

I have the urge to write, so i pull up my notebook and start scribbling my thoughts away. Would it be cheesy to write her a song? It feels like a lesbian move honestly.

*if at the beginning of the chapter there's no "Billies POV" then it's from Alex POV