𝟎𝟎𝟕, why are you good to me

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TW:SH, Sudicie thoughts

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TW:
SH, Sudicie thoughts

𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐒 middle of the night, matt was sleeping on the floor, and malia in his bed, he hated that malia is have to sleep on the floor and he will be on the bed, and since he can't sleep in the same bed as her, he let her take the bed and he will be on the floor for the rest of night.

Malia hated to bother Matt or his brothers with her family problems, but sometimes she didn't have any choice, she had too.

She had all those crazy thoughts about how her life would be if she will never have this family, sometimes she wished she will be able to live with another family, like Matt's family, they acted like she were their own child, so imagine the life Matt had if he was his own child? A dream.

This little girl had so many dreams, but none of them will never was close enough to come true. It's was far away, in the stars.

Some nights, malia were writing her goodbye letters, but she couldn't let go of this place, she couldn't go. She didn't want to face the fact her friends will get destroyed, and some of them will blame themselves for this, that her big brother will live with the regret of not being there for her, to leave her mother with this monster, even when she was so angry that she still were with him, but she love him, how can she blame her?

Sometimes, people doing things that sounds unreal to others, just because they're blind of love

Malia was getting back to those times where she was thinking of just cutting off her life and leave, she didn't want it, not the way her life was, not how she felt and not how she was been treated.

She rubbed her eyes and left a sigh before getting up and looking at Matt who slept peacefully, without any worries at all. She walked out of the dark room and left the door opened for a moment, she went to the bathroom next to Matt's room and washed her face.

She took a moment to look at the mirror and see her reflection, how many scars will she have to face? She thought, but no answer was given.

She walked out to see a light on Chris's room, she decided to walk and check if Chris is still awake, he were, she opened the door to see Chris sitting on his chair and playing in his computer, he was with his headphones on and ate some gum.

When he saw malia getting into his room he stopped the game and took off his headphones. "Hey." He said, looking at her shirt pyjamas pants and her undershirt on. "What are you doing awake, it's like 2 am.." she said, her voice was sleepy and she stood there looking at him.

"Um, I played- with- with Nathan." He started talking, clearing his throat. "What are you doing awake?" Chris asked, spinning the chair toward the bed. "Can't sleep." She replied, walking to Chris's bed and sitting on the edge of the bed.

𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑, chris sturnioloWhere stories live. Discover now