CONFLICTS WITH EMOTIONS

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Hey RIBIES
here is the 7th update
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{I have written this episode while listening to kalank (title track) song it's an Indian song if someone don't know about it so if you also want to enjoy the episode you can listen to that available in any music app }
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                      RIDDHIMA'S POV

Sometimes we want to stay with someone but we can't
Sometimes we want to love someone to the eternity but we can't
Sometimes we want to hug someone but we can't
Because we are so hurt to do anything with the person who back then make you cry

That's happening with me now
       
                          I love him

but I am not even able to hug him back because he hurts my soul , my heart .
The time when I want him the most he was not there and now why is he back ,? Why ? To again hurt me, or someone gave him another dare to hurt me again .

My chain of thoughts got broken when I heard him saying "I MISSED YOU" . I PUT MY HANDS IN FRONT OF HIS CHEST AND PUSHED HIM WITH MY UTMOST STRENGTH. OUR BODIES GET DEJECTED FROM EACH OTHER'S TOUCH . I FEEL EMPTY BUT I AM NOT GOING TO LET HIM DESTROY MY LIFE AGAIN HUH.... IN HIS DREAMS

" I HOPE I SHOULD SAY THE SAME MR. SINGHANIA " I ASSERTED IN A FIRM TONE BY GRITTING MY TEETHS IN ANGER . I LOOKED AT HIM HE LOOKED PUZZLED WHY IS HE CONFUSED DIDN'T HE WANTED THIS TO HAPPEN 9 YEARS AGO * TO GET RID OF ME *

IGNORING HIS REACTION I SAID " I HAVE SOME WORK TO COMPLETE I HOPE WE DON'T MEET AGAIN " ASSERTING THIS SENTENCE I WAS PASSING HIM THEN SUDDENLY I FELT A SHARP PAIN ON MY WRIST ABD BACK AS I AM PINNED ON THE WALL NEARBY WITHOUT ANY WARNING , A WAVE OF FEAR RUM DOWN MY SPINE .

" WHY ARE YOU BEHAVING LIKE THAT , FIRSTLY YOU LEFT ME 9 YEARS AGO WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ME ABOUT YOUR PLANS AND STATUS YOU LEFT YOU JUST FUCKING LEFT ; NOW WHEN I AM HERE YOU ARE BEHAVING LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIDDHIMA " HE QUESTIONED FURIOUSLY BECAUSE HE CALL OUT ME BY NAME WHEN HE IS FURIOUS AND WHICH MADE ME DOUBLE PRO MAX WALA ANGRY " LIKE SERIOUSLY YOU ... YOU ARE IMPOSSIBLE RUDRA ,YOU GAVE ME THE REASON TO LEAVE YOU AND NOW YOU ARE QUESTING ME ".

AFTER GIVING MY STATEMENT I GAVE HIM A SMALL PUSH AND JUST RUN TOWARDS MY ROOM , TEARS WERE BRIMMING OUT OF MY EYES CONTINUOUSLY, I CAN HEAR THE VOICE OF HIM CALLING ME BUT I AM NOT ABLE TO AGAIN GET HEARTBROKEN .

  
✨( ME USKI HAMESHA THI PAR VO MERA NA HO PAYA)✨

TRANSLATION: I WAS ALWAYS HIS BUT HE NEVER BECAME MINE

                
                     RUDRA'S POV

AFTER HUGGING HER IT'S ALL WAS FEELING LIKE A DREAM MY MOON IN MY ARMS I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HOW MUCH I WAITED FOR THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT

YES  I lOVE HER ,I MISSED HER FRAGRANCE,I MISSED HER I SAID THIS TO HER WITH MY UTMOST DEVOTION

BUT EARNING A PUSH IN RETURN , CONFUSED..... TOTALLY PUZZLED WHY IS SHE BEHAVING LIKE THAT THEN SHE SAID TWO SENTENCES WHICH MADE ME FURIOUS

"I HOPE I SHOULD SAY THE SAME MR. SINGHANIA "

" I HAVE SOME WORK TO DO I HOPE WE DON'T MEET AGAIN "

LIKE SERIOUSLY SHE DON'T WANT TO MEET ME BUT HER EYES ASSERTING SOMETHING ELSE , SHE SAID ME MR. SINGHANIA NOT RUDRA  IT'S THE PEAK , I HELD HER WRIST TIGHTLY AND PINNED HER TO THE NEAREST WALL AND QUESTIONED HER WITH A FURIOUS CALLING HER BY NAME BECAUSE SHE KNOWS WHEN I GET ANGRY ALWAYS CALL HER BY HER NAME

"WHY ARE YOU BEHAVING LIKE THAT , FIRSTLY YOU LEFT ME 9 YEARS AGO WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ME ABOUT YOUR PLANS AND STATUS YOU LEFT YOU JUST FUCKING LEFT ; NOW WHEN I AM HERE YOU ARE BEHAVING LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIDDHIMA"

RIDDHIMA CONFUSED ME MORE BY HER ANSWER " LIKE SERIOUSLY YOU ... YOU ARE IMPOSSIBLE RUDRA ,YOU GAVE ME THE REASON TO LEAVE YOU AND NOW YOU ARE QUESTING ME ". I called her name several times but she pushed me and ran away , Leaving me in my thoughts

Is something I am missing out when she left , how I gave her the reason to leave me I love her
I really love her the most then why is she saying this all ..........

✨(ME HUMESHA USI KA THA PAR USKO KHABAR NA THI )✨

TRANSLATION: I WAS ALWAYS HER BUT SHE DIDN'T KNOW IT

    

✨if they have no conflicts in in there thoughts✨

YES RUDRA HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT HAPPENED 9 YEARS AGO BUT YOU KNOW SOME HINTS RIGHT MY READERS 😏😏

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YES RUDRA HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT HAPPENED 9 YEARS AGO BUT YOU KNOW SOME HINTS RIGHT MY READERS 😏😏

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