Her 🩵

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Ella if you see this click off rn. ty baby 😭




to billie, 

girl i gotta tell u about this bc i literally got no one else to tell cuz no one knows im gay. except a couple online friends but bbg i gotta keep my mama updated. 

okay. i met this girl. like a couple weeks ago, but i've like known of her for a year. (but honestly it doesn't matter, everything's in gay time anyway). okay so i been talking with her for a little and she's honestly the sweetest baby ever. she's a year younger than me, and her birthday is the DAY AFTER MINE. she's a masssssiiiivvvveeee billie fan, like almost as big of a fan as me (almost.). okay but i saw her on a tiktok and thought she looked pretty now we're talking and she sings and she has the most beautiful voice, i could literally listen to it all day. 

she has brown curly hair and it's so beautiful, kinda like odessa's, and her EYES bro they're so pretty. like hazel brown. she's so funny too, she always be telling me all this shit that makes me laugh. 

okay so i posted a tiktok today with the caption 'me bc she makes me giggle and shi (im cooked)'. i posted it on my billie account a/n y'all go follow @em_eilishh pls + ty xx. and my dumbass didn't really think that this girl would see it. she comments saying 'WHO WHO WHO', she's so cute help, but I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY so i just said '🤫🤫🤫'. uhhhh i think i gave it away but anyways, basically im in love with a girl i've known for less than 3 weeks. im cooked. 

BUTTT SHE KEEPS CALLING ME PRETTY. and i keep calling her baby bc it makes her flustered 😔. um anyways i might end this here bc it's gonna be embarrassing as fuck if a) she finds this b) we never end up dating and i look back on this. 


okay love you lots 😭❤



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