Why can't I hate you

Chapter 12

Valeria

Maddy

Who the fuck is Maddy? Why would he tell me to pick up his phone when a fucking whore is calling him? I walk over to him and give him his phone. "It's Maddy" I roll my eyes and walk out of the closet. But Lorenzo follows me and grabbs me by my wrist. "Yea hey Maddy, whats up?" Why is he doing this? I dont want to hear when his next fuck date will be. "Hey mr. Russo. You told me to inform you when someone on you visit list exception for ms. Valeria Santos comes over. Nicolas Santos is on his way up right now." Oh so she is the kind women from the reception counter. Okay thats embaressing now. But wait

NIC IS HERE.

Were fucked up if he finds out im staying at Emzos place he will kill us both. He told Enzo to never even look at me and he did it all thouse years. But now well. And we are both wet he will know we took a shower together. "Okay thank you Maddy" I forgot Maddy was still on the phone. I grabbed his shirt and boxers and put them on. I tried to find somewhere to hide. "Can I ask you what you are doing amore?" I look over to him. Is he deaf? Nic is here. "Are you deaf muchacho? (Boy) Nic is here. What if he sees me here. In your apartment. With wet hair? Im hiding somewhere till he leaves."He pulled me in a little closer by my waist.

"Amore it will take ages till he leaves. He thinks he lives here. He even made his own key this bastard. We have to act like we are doing something then he will leave." Is he serious? "Perdon? (Sorry) first of all how many times did that happened so you know it will work? And second of all how should we 'act' like were doing it?" I hear a voice calling for Enzo. "Lorenzo mi amor (My love) where are you?" Enzo lifted me up and throw me over his shoulder. "What are you doi-" He shushes me and laid me down onto his bed. "Now kiss me." He didn't even wait for my respond and kissed me. He was in between my legs while one was wrapped around his waist. I heard the door open and after 2 seconds it closed again. I don't think Nic saw me cause Enzo was on top of me and I was hidden away. Lorenzo stopped kissing once we heard how he got a message. I guess this was Nic. "So we are going to talk about it?" what the fuck does he wan't to talk about? "What Enzo? That my brother almost found out that im staying at his best friends house?" he shakes his head at me like im a child who did something wrong. "No amore. I mean that you got jealous of Maddy. And don't act like you weren't jelaous cause I know you were."

This Bastard.

"I was not jealous of some girl who was calling you. Why should I be jealous? We are not together or some shit you can do whatever you want." Fuck yes I was jelaous. But im not telling him that. He came even closer and I don't know how his voice can go even deeper but it's turning me on. "I would of been jelaous. Because you are mine. I don't fucking care how you see us but youre not letting anyone else touch you. If I see someone touch you I will cut his fucking hand of. Cause aint no way that Im letting someone have you." He got another message and I grabbed his phone so I could have something to hide. He chuckles and walked away. "Its Nic. He's sorry that he interrupted you and... ewww. You should tell him tomorrow how the 'fuck' was. I think I will go bleach my eyes. Do you guys always tell each other what you do while having sex? No you know what don't answer that." I walked out of the room and went to the kitchen to grab some water.

Enzo also grabs a water and leans against the counter besides me. "Do you wanna talk about what happened while we were... You know I will never force you to do something you don't want to and we don't have to do it if you don't want to. We can just talk or watch a movie and I will not be angry at you I swear it." He holds his pinky up and looks at me. "Pinky Promise Val"
*Flashback*

"Ahhh Enzo stopp. I will fall if I keep runni-" I trip over something that was laying on the sand. Enzo came running towards me "Val are you okay? Im so sorry I should of have checked if something was laying on the floor." I started to smile. "Im okay Enzo. Its just sand it didn't hurt." He wiped the sand away that was on my skin. "I will promise I will always protect you. No one will ever hurt you. And I will never leave you. Were a team." I hold my pinky finger up while looking at him. "Pinky Promise Enzo?" He wraps his finger around mine and smiles. "Pinky Promise Val".

*End of Flashback*

He remembered. I never did Pinky Promises after he broke his promise that we made when we were children. But now.. He is looking at me with this shimmer in his eyes. He knows he broke his Pinky Promise and hopes that I can still forgive him. I wrap my pinky around his. I see something in his eyes. Hope, relief, love? I don't know cause it was gone before I could really think about it. He kissed me and this time it wasn't a kiss like the other ones. It's not rushed and filled with lust. It's a kiss with feelings in it. He want to show me that I can trust him. It's filled with passion.

He breaks the kiss and lifted me up. "Now its time for bed amor. We have to go to work tomorrow." He brings me to his bed and wraps me in his arms and puts my hand on his head. I know that he wants me to play with his hair. He loves it. He mumbles something before everything turns black and I fall asleep.

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Im still alive!!! I know its been a few weeks.3 months if im beeing honest but I had a lot of stress with school cause I graduated but I'm on summer break so I will have some time before I start work and now I have a lot of time to write!! If something is not making sense please tell me cause its been a while since I last read the chapter's and I have no idea what I wrote...

So you know don't be a quite reader!!!

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