I want to live

PV

"A world full of Malice, heh, What a truly wonderful world" A demon-like entity who stood among the skyscrapers,  cackled loudly as he look towards his next conquest.

This is a tale of Anger

"Why won't you understand nagisa! I explained it to you! we can't win, a very being that defiles every thought, your reality, your perception and your emotion can not be defeated! Why can't you understand!" 

I felt my tears leaking out, I want to go to a hole and die, to never experience that thing again. But I just can't leave them, after what they have done for me. I still love them I fixed my resolve and-

"Siesta" The girl in question, Natsunagi Nagisa smiled at me.

"Even if the world is dark, even if you feel down, sad or suicidal even, I will still stand here with you, charl will be with you and... Kimihiko too! Didn't we promise to take over the will of those who we're lost with us! So stand siesta, we'll make a future worth living!"

Her smile, her optimism, her goodwill. It makes me sick, She doesn't understand, doesn't understand, SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND!!!

"I guess I'll just have to make you understand" I took her hand in a fitting rage and ran towards the car.

"Siesta! What're you doing! Stop-" I Karate-chopped her neck to make her fall unconscious , she'll understand when everyone dies, I just need Kimi.

A story about loss 

I was looking to the casket and saw the Blue-haired shrine maiden, Mia Whitlock, her face was so peaceful, so blank... so empty

"Huh...?"

I put my hand in my face, it felt wet, like I was...

"Kimizuka..." Suddenly a girl's voice called me

It was Rel, she was a close friend of Mia, or more accurately a close frenemy.

"Ohh hey Rel, I was just y'know... Watching Mia, she sure looks peaceful, I wish I'd make a face like that when I fall asle-" Before finishing my sentence, I received a blow in the head by Rel

"Oww, what did you do that for, Isn't that unfair" I immediately complained to her.

"You're faking it, Rel doesn't like seeing you try to burden yourself" She scolded me for my fake acting

"I just thought that-"

"Rel knows your angry, you sad and you feel hatred, so just cry" She looked calm, but I know it, I have known it myself

"I don't want to cry, unless I bring that demon to absolute justice, I will not cry" I looked towards her then to Mia

"I promise you Mia... We will avenge you" I spoke softly to her calm face, to that blank slate which was filled with emotions yesterday

I will bring justice, no matter what happens to me, I will do it, but I need to do something also.

I looked towards Rel and stared at her, for a couple of minutes she was confused then frustrated then angry.

"Alright Alright! What do you want?" She looked towards the side, fixating on her wheelchair

"Why aren't you crying Rel...? I know well that you were close to Mia and-" But I was cut off once again by the magical girl.

"Same as you"

After her statement, she jist sadly smiled then grabbed on to my suit

"Hey pet?"

"Yeah?"

"I miss mia, and I will do everything I can to avenge her"

Looks like the magical girl didn't go through with her statement...

A tale about Sadness

I looked towards the back of the man I loved, The man I married, and the man I swore my loyalty too...

"I miss you, Idiot kimi"

And a tale about love

I looked around at the scene, various debris and rubble we're scattered about, I looked towards the beautiful detective as me and I looked at the scenery for our last time

"Hey kimi?" She suddenly called to me

"Yeah?"

"I always had two desires, I already have fulfilled the first one, but I failed the second one"

"Well then, what's your desires?"

I was quite curious of her desires, I haven't learned any of that from my years of travel with her, a tarvel of pain, sadness, regret but was filled with love... But I can't just outright say that here.

"For us to die like this together... and for you to say you love me"

She looked towards me with those beautiful eyes of hers, it always shined up when she was happy and looked so dark when she was sad, but now it was filled with love... If I ever could put a color on such a complex emotion

"I guess I could grant your wish"

I hold on to her hand and I sat next close to her

"I love you" I whispered quitely to her

"Hahaha, your quite the tsundere assistant, say it even more louder" she beckoned me.

"Ok fine, I love you! There I shouted it!"

I looked to siesta again to see her laughing, so I laughed together with her, and laughed till we couldn't even breathe

"I wish we could always stay together like this..."