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there you are.
on the second floor of the tallest building, wearing your blue long sleeves and white short pants. honestly, i've been searching for you since this morning but not in a scary obsessive way.
it was more likely the expectation of chance encounters.
but i never did and i let it pass.
and now, there you are on the second floor of the tallest building. it was enough to fill the disappointment i felt this morning. everything made sense in the evening because there you were.
and if you ever saw me, i was that girl wearing a black shirt and purple pants. just maybe.
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the night went on and the void disappeared...
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and now, there you were. two meters beside me.
talking with my friends while i tried my best to ignore your presence, pretending to be engrossed with the current performance.
i was not.
i was in fact nervous and excited. for me, u were too near yet too far, that was how i felt for being two meters apart and pretending i never knew. honestly, i just think i'm afraid i might do something i'll regret like embarrass myself.
so i'd rather choose to be oblivious than to be obvious.
eventually, you disappeared. and now, where did you go? was that it?
but i may have liked you too much, i felt your presence behind me once more. and you were maybe three meters apart.
talking with a friend.
once again, i never dared to look back.
once again, you left...
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and now, where did you go? was that really it?
days will pass. and then, i might never see you again. maybe i'll see you again. maybe i won't. if i do, i'll be reminded of this unforgettable crush i once had and it was you.
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Library of Poems
Non-Fiction| Collection of midnight thoughts and daydreams || P.S. very raw since i started writing this way back in 2017 Credits to the owner of the photo I used for my book cover ^ω^
