forever alone.

Just dont leave me.

MEGA MEGA MEGA TW FOR ABUSE AND ALOT OF ALECS SON ABUSE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED TO SCROLL.

tears fill my eyes. I have my feelings over my own thoughts right now.I cant think without crying.
Tears flowing down my cheeks as Alec just stares at me. A smirk flows onto his face. After   he had what felt like shot me in the stomach hes SMILING

I scoff at him before turning going to a different part of the basement so i dont have to hear or see him. And leave me. Alone please. I dont want him to try comfort or try to talk to me. Not after what i learned about him. Hes a CRUEL person with no shame or guilt. Anything i say he probably would say with a straight face or proudly.

Now i KNOW what you're thinking. What could he do which was so bad? Well since im a MATURE. YOU HEAR THIS MOM!! MATURE person. Im gonna list the things that Alec did to other peoples ( mainly his son )

First! he got into an disagreement with his son over pokémon cards ( Alec had lost against is son and was  VERY pissed ) So. He grabbed his son by  the arm and swung his head against the staircase. Was his son okay? no. He suffered serve brain injury and cannot remember what happened. How do i know this? Word gets around FAST. His wife told everyone.

SECONDLY. You thought that was it? HELL NAH!' One time i met his son in the park cuz my mom and dad couldnt be bothered to feed me so i kinda just had to eat the woodchips. ANYWAYS WE ARE GOING OFF TOPIC. But Alecs son was going into the sand box. Nobody had noticed that ALEC had thrown his broken glass bottle that he had smashed off his wifes head into their since he was reading. His son stepped into the glass WAS CRYING HIS EYES OUT. And Alec  still didnt care.

I would say EVERYTHING that he did but then we would be here ALL DAY

i turn around.

"Alec dont you feel Guilty." Hes smirking whilst i ask this question

"Why would i feel guilty? I have NEVER done anything." hes confused but REFUSES to not smirk.

"Alec. You its quite in common situations like this.. People would feel a sensation of GUILT." I smirk. knowing what im doing.

his face goes weirded out "What situation? im a PERFECT person. Ive never harmed anyone and never will!" hes sweating now.

i start to get up and circle around him.
"Alec.. Try remember. THE incident. Or would you like a refresher. Maybe death for you is the only way to free yourself from the never ending guilt." i giggle whilst Alec decides to sit on the floor.

"What incident. No incident that i know of occured. LIES. UR A LYING SELFISH ASSHOLE JUST LIKE YOU WERE 2 YEARS AGO. SELFISH SELFISH LIAR." Alec acts like a child. Refusing to admit the true.

i sigh
"I guess your gonna need a reminder on what happened." i smirk it goes larger and larger.

"No. please no. NO." he yells begging me not to repeat to him what HIS actions did.

"Where should i start.. You went on a walk. With your son. Its was a nice sunny monday. You decided to let your son off school since you felt good. That was ur BIGGEST mistake ever. You two went to get an Ice cream before you went to the park. Your son wanted to help so he ran in before you. He went to grab them before dropping one. you Grabbed his arm and slapped it till it went purple. And this is just the beginning. You went to the park feeling frustrated and seen a car going past the speed limit. Out of frustration you PUSHED your son infront of the car. Your son was hit at an alarming rate and his bones were bashed as you also come over before you decided why not bash his brains into the concrete . You walk onto the road and proceed to stamp ur food into ur five year olds HEAD. HOW DO YOU NOT FEEL ANYBIT OF GUILT. AND THE FACT YOU PUSHED HIM YOU DID ALL THIS."

he stays slient before talking.
"i-"

"DONT FUCKING TALK ALEC. YOU DONT FEEL GUILTY AND I KNOW IT. DONT DIG URSELF A DEEPER HOLE."

i stamp over to a different corner

( sowwy for so much angst >< )