Warning this chapter involes drugs and violence
Ally's pov;
What just happened did me and harry just have sex .I turn around in the bed and see his hair covering his face he looks so cute when he is sleeping last night was amazing I could do it again and again he was very rough but I like that .
I wonder how nickky Is doing in hospital hopefully she and the baby are alright she's been with me through hard times she is like a sister I never had I wish I had growing up with three brothers in a flat but I don't want to talk or think about that to much bad memories from there.
Flashback
"No please don't please I didnt mean to no no noooo"
"Babe are you OK " I turn to see a scared harry .
"I just need a hug"
"Come here baby girl"
I snuggle into Harry's chest under the cover trying to forget my abuse of brothers and drug addict dad. I don't have a mam she died when I was seven all I could remember was I was coming home from school and I saw her take this tablet and after that she died she really hated my dad cause of his smoking drinking drug dealing and my brothers oh the things they made me do .
Nialls pov;
I will not drink or eat or anything I need nickky I thought we could have a future together have children like adopt them and move out to the country .
No point of this now . I look at the wedding ring I had in my pocket I was going to propose tonight beside the lake it had I love you forever in graved in it..do you remember summer 09 want to roll back there every night just cant lie it was the time of my life I want you to hit the peddle heave medal I want you to rock me rock me rock me yea.
I guess that will never happen I miss you nickky
Come back please.
A/N Hi Hi so I know its short but I have writers block but next chapter will be up when this gets 5 comments and 10 votes kk night
