On Saturn. [D. Kaminari]

12. Forgive.

A week later.

Jordan and Denki stopped talking, fully. They haven't talked, they haven't seen each other really. Denki would skip both of the classes he had with the boy just to not see him.

Weirdly enough, Jordan been seeing Denki walking around school with some boy. The two holding hands and being all lovey dovey and shit.

Seeing that made him mad but he deserved it. He wasn't really bothered with how Denki felt and discarded everything. He could have had what he really wanted if he just tried and trusted Denki. He couldn't though which in result, Denki was walking with someone else.

Jordan didn't know what he was feeling but it felt like shit. He caught Denki eyes from across the hall. The boy quickly looking away from him, avoiding him if it wasn't obvious yet. Jordan couldn't do this shit.

He hated Denki avoiding him. The fact that he really was with someone else was driving him crazy. He din't know if he missed the attention or that he was actually coming to like the boy more than he wanted.

———

Jordan was outside playing basketball, trying to clear his thoughts. Kj walked outside, he sighed, "You're doing that depressing shit again, talk to me" He said sitting on the bench. "Dont know what youre talking about" He mumbled shooting the ball before running to get it. Kj rolled his eyes, "I know you saw Denki with that boy...you feel like shit huh?" he wanted to say, 'told you so' so bad but he knew it wasnt the time or place.

Jordan scoffed, "Hell yea, I pushed him away. He was annoying anyway so" "You know damn well you like that boy, more than you wanna admit" Kj leaned back in the table. "Y'all should talk, fix things." Jordan just sighed and stopped dribbling to look at his younger brother was practically right.

"He hates me, he been avoiding me all for two fucking weeks!" Jordan would admit to his brother, he was losing his mind. He wasn't good with feelings and shit so what was he supposed to do? what was he supposed to day?

Kj sighed, "Maybe start off with an apology...theres a party happening tomorrow. you already know he's gonna be there. We'll go and you corner him and talk to him"

Jordan scoffed at the dumb idea it seemed. "Fuck imma say, I'm sorry I fucked your friend and discarded yo feeling and mine. I love you can we try again?" Kj laughed, "You could but I don't think he gonna like the first part"

"You are no help."

———

Agreeing, Jordan decided to go to the party. To Kj word, Denki was there and with his new boyfriend that is. Jordan didn't wanna say it out loud but he missed him more than anything.

He sat with Kj, Katsuki, Eijiro, Sero and the rest of the group. Him and Eijiro agreed that was their last time doing anything so they just stayed as friends. Surprisingly it wasn't awkward but if it was Jordan wouldn't give a shit if the other was awkward.

Jordan eyes never left Denki's figure. He hated Denki being with the other guy, dancing and laughing. He wanted to kill him.

Kj tapped him, he looked to see him pointing towards Denki who seemed as if he was going to the bathroom. Jordan nodded and got up quickly following behind him.

Jordan knocked on the door, "I'm in here!" Jordan knocked again, "Nigga open this door" it was quiet for a minute and he heard shuffling. "Can you go away please?" Denki asked softly. Jordan sighed, "Look, i'm not leaving until we talk so it's either you let me come in or you stay in there longer than you have to, yo lil boyfriend probably gon come up here looking for you and you damn sure don't want me talking to him" He laughed, knowing if that boy did come up here.