why me?

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I woke up in the morning feeling dry tears on my face

Y/n: Did I cry?
Maybe I was

Then she again remembered why she cried Seojin Her only crush
She sighed

She got out of the bed and went to restroom to wash herself

When she came out it was only 7:30 am

She made herself breakfast and ate

She made herself breakfast and ate

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This is their uniform

Y/n left her house  and went to the bus stop and hopped on the bus

She is in deep thoughts when someone said

???? : Hello miss, is the seat empty?

She saw him in awe, he is cute but don't let that fool you he is handsome too. A pure Angel

???? :miss?

Y/n:Yes! This seat is empty and you can sit here.
You said pointing at the seat beside her
???? : Hello my name is Choi Soobin
Y/n : My name is Ka ng Y/N

Soobin :Are you going to XXXXXX High School too?

Y/n:Yes,how do you know?

Soobin: you are wearing the school uniform right? I am a new transfer student

Y/n: ooh
Then she noticed his uniform too
She is shocked by his cuteness and handsomeness

Soobin: can we be friends? I mean I know its a bit awkward to ask someone who just met to be friends but I don't have any so

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Soobin: can we be friends? I mean I know its a bit awkward to ask someone who just met to be friends but I don't have any so...........

Y/n I'd love to
.
Soobin smiled

How can anyone be so cute like him
Soobin: Which standard are you in?
Y/n:I am in XI class

Soobin : me too!!! Wow!
I smiled
He lost in thoughts while looking at me
I shaked his shoulder to gain his attention
He again saw me and smiled

Bus stopped at the school

We went inside the school together

???? : Hey pig

I turn back as someone called me
My heart broke into pieces
Seojun and saemi was coming towards me hand and hand
Soobin noticed change in my expression and held my hand

I was shocked at his behavior but held his hand firmly

Seojun came to me and checked out Soobin

Seojun:Who is this?
Asked me
Y/n:He is new transfer student, we became friends.
I faked a smile
Seojun: hello My name is Park Seojun nice to meet you. I am Y/n's Bff
Saemi : Hello My name is Kim Saemi
Nice to meet you I am Seojun's gf
Soobin:nice to meet you too guys

Y/n: He is my only one bestie
Gesturing towards Seojun
Seojun smiled but soobin didn't smiled but bowed
Saemi was fumming in anger as she saw the closeness b/w you and the new kid

Y/n: Let's go Soobin we're late for our class

Seojun: Is he in our class!?
He looked shocked and disappointed
I didn't understand
Y/n:Ofc he is
Saemi was fumming in anger so she kissed seojun
My heart broke again
I fought my tears from falling down
Soobin saw this and pulled me towards him and said
Soobin: Show me the class room in a deep husky voice
I shiverd and took him to our class

Soobin & I came to class and saw teacher standing I quickly bowed to him got to the back of the class
Teacher: looks like we have new Student introduce yourself kid
Soobin : Hello everyone!! My name is Choi Soobin Nice to meet you guys

Teacher: Well it looks like Park seojun changed his seat and went to sit beside Kim Saemi
Class going "OooOooOOoooOoooOoooo"
But I kept silent and looked down to my thighs I
If I only was slim I would have get seojun all by myself
Tears fall down my face
No one would notice as My face is hidden by a cap

Teacher: Well it looks like Park seojun changed his seat and went to sit beside Kim Saemi Class going "OooOooOOoooOoooOoooo"But I kept silent and looked down to my thighs IIf I only was slim I would have get seojun all by myselfTears fall down my ...

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No hate but this is the shape of your body

Teacher: Soobin shii you can go and seat beside Y/n

My eyes widened hearing it
I felt someone's presence beside me
It was soobin
Teacher started teaching
Soobin: Are you okay?
Y/n: Yea, I am fine
Soobin: Are u sure?
Y/n looked directly at his eyes with tears in her eyes and on her face
Soobin got worried but
Teacher: Y/n & Soobin are you two listening ?
We said apologies
And sat back down
 
Time skip (Lunch break)

Soobin: I am going to cafe, Are you coming too?
Y/n: No,you go on
Soobin:Why? You will get hungry
??? : If I were her, I would never eat anything and starve myself to death and a few laughing
Me and soobin turned back to see Saemi & Her minions
Y/n: What do you want Saemi?
Saemi: Don't you get ashamed of yourself? you're like a pig ,Seojun is right tho calling you like that
I fought back my tears
Soobin: It's none of your business Saemi. Every inch of her is perfect her personality and her body too
Even though you have body you don't have nice personality

Me,Saemi & Her minions were shocked at the out burst of soobin
He took my hand and take me to the terrace
He asked me to wait for me
He went back
I stood there crying
I want to throw myself out of this building
Then I heard  footsteps coming I quickly Wiped my tears and Sat
Soobin saw me and came towards me with lunch boxes
Asked
Soobin: tell me what happened
I was shocked at his boldness -no questioning- he knows that I am in a bad state
I burst into tears

Soobin quickly came to me and hugged me

Comforted me with sweet words in my ear

After a while I calmed down

Soobin: eat

I took a bite

Soobin:What happened?
While munching the food he asked

Soobin:What happened? While munching the food he asked

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He looks so cute

Y/n: actually I have a bad past................

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