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1. The psyche

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Unknown: "hello, darling!"

A fine morning. Blue sky and white clouds. Thick and cool wind. Birds chirping, Sun giving his warm yet comforting warmth to the life. And not to forget mentioning about the flowers, the beautiful flowers blooming in the air, making the air more fresh and sweet.

It's already mid summer but the weather is surprisingly very pleasant and cosy.

And Today, seems to be the best day of summer. A perfect day to be exact.

I don't know if it's just because of my excitement for today or.....oh! did I tell you what day is today? Ofcourse, not heh heh.....well let me tell you what's so special in today's morning.

Today, I'm leaving for Seoul. All alone.

I'll be twenty this September and all my life I've been living with my parents in Busan, not even once leaving their side. Not because I'm afraid or anything, it's because.....my dad never let me go anywhere alone.

He never allowed me to go out, not even on school picnics or trips. Not on my friend's birthday parties or to play with them. Not even to the supermarket. He would always say- "jungkook, you can't go. It's dangerous outside...." and I don't even know till now what danger he always been talking about.

I don't even have much friends. Only one, to be exact. Eventually, everyone leaves me. Some left me with their so invalid and some with unknown reasons but they all....... left me.

I got a first- type but I got into a relation too. Interesting, right?

She was the one who proposed me, but I really loved her. She was sweet and understanding. I don't know what she saw in me but she was willing to stay with me. She even introduced me to her family. But then.....she left me too.

I don't know why! She just..... left me.

Now, I have only one friend and I really hope he'll stay.

I'm standing at the threshold of the front door, taking the fresh air in as I inhaled a deep breath into my lungs. My favourite and lucky-according to me-pink shirt top with deep blue pants ruffling along with my black yet brown hair as a thick blow of wind striked me.

Everything's going perfect, just like the perfect morning. Just like I imagined and planned it to be. I'm so happy and excited for today.

Did I tell you that I even prepared the breakfast. It was amazing, I swere.

I closed my eyes feeling the fresh, yet warm air when I suddenly got pulled out of my sweet moment by the loud sound of a message popping.

I cursed under my breath and fished out my phone from my pocket.

-"eh, darling?...gross!"

An unknown number.

It's wierd. I never received such messages. Actually, not after the mid of high school. It indeed refreshed the memories, memories I don't want to remember anymore. They're useless and......... disgusting.

I sighed.

"It's just a message, maybe a wrong number. There's nothing to worry."

I said to myself in my head. Maybe I'm just trying to console myself not to link this-stupid cringe text-with the past and luckily, it worked too.

I closed the messages and checked the time for the nth time, it's 9.23 and mom is still- ........oh mom!

-"MOM!!! COME ALREADY NOW, I'LL BE LATE BECAUSE OF YOU!!"