Honestly, I’ve been feeling super drained lately. I went back to my hometown last week, thinking I could finally relax after all the schoolwork—but everything still feels heavy. It’s frustrating because I wish people would understand why I’m acting this way. They know I’m going through something, yet they still stress me out instead of letting me catch a break…
I know it’s not fair to expect them to fully get it. Everyone’s dealing with their own stuff—I get that. But sometimes, I just want to step back and hope they’ll notice without me having to say anything. I know that’s a bit childish, and I feel bad for making them deal with my mood. I really don’t want to be that person. I just want to work on myself. I need to change my mindset, stop letting anxiety take control, and learn to handle my stressful days without pushing people away… I hope I can figure it out soon.
