He sits in the library all day long. A 3 floored homey place with shelves all over, top to bottom, filled with books. Books of his mother, father, his own writings, the books he bought and the bundles he got gifted fills each shelf.
Yet his mind wa...
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The morning light was starting to luminate everything it reaches by every passing minute and so did the temperature that rose with it. Both the brightness and the heat had made taehyung open his eyes, taking in the surroundings view.
He breathes in , still half pulled in the land of comfort and dreams , and that gets cut short as the reality strikes. How humorous, the light was illuminating everything, even Taehyung's physical state, yet it was unable to brighten up his life, his heart, his raging mind.
His eyes darts to his side, finding the bed empty, and he lets his eyes roam further around. He could see how the room looks cold , and he couldn't help but think how he's alone in the majestic master bedroom , no petite figure hugging him , or snuggling into his neck giving morning kisses.
Just when did it start to become like this? Scratch the 8 months, even 3 months back they were cuddling like lovebirds in the morning. And it didn't stopped abruptly. It stopped gradually, way too gradually for Taehyung to notice it only from a few days back.
He could only sigh, and pray for things to get better, but Alas, never in the six years of unofficial relationship and 3 years of exclusive relationship has he felt so distant from hyelin... Never had the tension between them gotten so thick and heavy , so much so that Taehyung's entire existence feels suffocated.
Reluctantly, he lifts himself off the bed and pads towards the washroom to finish his morning business. However, he fails to keep his mind under radars, as he remembers how Hyelin was the only one getting pleased and Cumming and shuddering around him, how only she kept moaning Taehyung's name over and over , as if trying to coax him back into the relationship, which she herself had tried to discard like a person tossing away candy wrappers... And boy , was he surprised at the fact that He wasn't even feeling like it last night....
Since when has sex between them become so lifeless??
It was such a beautiful act of intimacy to them before! Every time it felt like the first time and both of them used to be so enthusiastic about it...
It has been 8 months to be precise... Hyelin is always out of the house from morning to night, going god knows where with her friends... Sometimes she comes drunk, clothes ridden up to her things and straps falling off her shoulders and cleavage on the verge of being exposed and begs tae to fuck her, sometimes he gets possessive and fucks her , no kisses no aftercare, just ... Nothing.
He does feel hurt, but every time he settles anything to have some time with her, she cancels it. In fact, it has gotten so damn shitty that they don't even eat dinner at the same table, together.
He tried to settle dates , plan out vacations , spend more time with her but nothing seems to work.... She's always and somehow rejects him.
It all feels so blank... As if they're doing it because they're supposed to. Hell, does he even know what they are supposed to do at this point?
