Things I should have said.

5.8

For my favorite girl with the perfect smile,

There are a thousand things I wish I could say to you right now and I don't know what to say. As I watched you stride across the stage, you radiant smile illuminated the room. It made my heart swell with an indescribable joy. Gosh, I remember when we were just kids. You use to have a cute little nose, a feature you perceived as flawed but to me was a charming trait that added to your allure. Now, as we stand in the middle of adulthood, having carved out paths for ourselves, I can't help but marvel at the journey we've taken.

Take me back to you. Someday, I'll find my way back to your side.

As I sit down to pen these words, I only think of good memories of our time together. They flood my mind like a gentle breeze on a warm summer day. This imprint that you left on my heart remains as vivid as ever. You were the sunbeam that illuminated my darkest days. Your laughter danced like the wind in the air. Oh, how I wish I could cherish every moment with you again.

I envision us strolling along the boulevards, lost in conversation as we savor the simple pleasure of each other company. But more than anything, I hope for the chance to sit across from you, sharing a cup of coffee or grabbing lunch at our favorite spot. 

But as we sit near miles apart from each other, it feels too distant. Maybe you have forgotten me, maybe you haven't. The life you have created for yourself seems so perfect. You have accomplish your dreams of going to Europe, Mexico, and Japan. You've done so much without me, that I couldn't be prouder. And while I couldn't be prouder of the woman you've become, a part of me can't help but ache at the thought of being left behind in the wake of your success.

Don't know why you makes me smile. You just don't know how beautiful you are. You walk around my heart, with no intention of ever breaking it. One day, hopefully, I get to be your lover. If I can't create the time, it would be so divine. There's nothing else I would want.

But know, as I rest upon our favorite spot in our hometown, I find solace in the memories we've created, knowing that they will endure long after we've bid farewell to the innocence of our youth. Though the chance of a reunion seems slim, and the possibility of you walking down the aisle with someone else looms large, know that I wish you nothing but happiness in your next chapter.

You know, I do wish you well in your life. I hope that you accomplish more your goals and see the millions of places you want to visit. I know you'll be great with whatever accomplish. May my heart remain forever buoyed by the love that surrounds you.

Amor