taylor swift gxg imagines!!

oh baby.. ❤️‍🩹

requested!!
also how do i get the italicized font thing??
tw ; self harm (cutting) , blades, false body image
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2nd person
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taylor wasnt home. she was at the studio with jack, meaning you were left to your own devices. your in the bathroom. after a short shower, you look at yourself in the mirror and start picking out things you think are wrong with you. fat, ugly, hair doesnt look right.

but then, your eyes land on a shiny, sharp blade. its been so long since youve last cut.. but the urges are getting to you. you turn around, and grab it. should you?

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tays pov
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im happy currently, i get to go home and see my beautiful girlfriend, shes just the prettiest thing ever. absolutely *gorgeous*.

i walk in to hear.. sobbing? i run upstairs and see y/n with a blade next to her and blood dripping from her things, arms, and stomach. oh my poor poor baby. i drop to the floor and put a towel on the cuts, before grabbing a first aid kit. y/n rambling but i cant focus on that. i need to clean the cuts.

i gently clean the cuts with a wet towel and put bandages on them. i kiss y/n after i do so,

,, babygirl, i love you so much.. im so sorry i wasnt here to stop this. how about we cuddle and watch mean girls? would you like that? "

y/n just nods and i pick her up, take her to the bedroom and lay her on the bed. i grab one of my hoodies and a pair of grey sweatpants for her to wear. along with panties and a bra

she puts the clothes on and i cuddle her, i put on mean girls as promised and we just lay there. her in my arms, me focused on her. its perfect. i just wish it had been for another reason than what it was.

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omg yawl okay how do we feel after this