Cruel love

Why am i like this ?

Warnings self harm ,mental abuse ( this is before mui went to the wind estate

On my way back to my estate I had this weird memory

Flash back of his brother dying

I couldn't breathe I- couldn't save my own brother I'm so useless

Third person
Muichiro dragged himself inside his estate and rushed to his bathroom and grabbed a box. As he felt the sharp glass in his hand after remembering that he promised he would never do it again he cut and cut deeper each time
" Why am I so useless? Why can I not do anything right? I don't deserve to live yeah I don't deserve to live. He cried with his words
Feeling useless. But he got up and ran through the rain ran and ran until he ended up outside of genyas house. *genya ?* He knocked until Genya answered the door "Mui?" What's wrong?!" I cried harder as he helped me inside . I was wet from the rain but he gave me clothes and let me lay down in his bed. " do u want to talk about it?" Maybe later I responded. I then fell asleep.

The next day Genya woke up looking at mui as he looked scared."Mui?" " Genya I " they looked into each other's eyes then they kissed passionately and they continued their session for 69 minutes.

I'm lazy rn but I promise the next chapter will be longer😔😏🤫🧏🏻‍♀️

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