The Traitor of my Heart

CH18- Can You Do It ?

BREAKING NEWS I UPDATED EARLY. BYE BYE NOW

It was completely silent for what felt like for hours.We sat in complete silence,but well I wasn't exactly sitting I was still lying on the table slowly I managed to push myself off the table even though he had already let go of me I felt burdened to push myself off that table as his gaze felt heavy on me. I looked at him and for the first time in a long time I saw sadness in his eyes, longing that I've always wanted to see and when we were teens instead I had a flash back of how cold his gaze was.

"Why are you telling me this Sasuke-kun?" Even though deep down I feel like I know the answer to my very own question but I want him to hear him tell me the reason I want to hear his very own voice telling me that he wanted me to follow him on his journey. To be with him.

"I felt like you should know."

Ah. What did I expect from him? He was a loner, with no feelings whatsoever. ' I felt like you should know?' is that why he was here today to leave again. We just met again and for so reason I thought we were able to I don't know be "something". Look like I was wrong, I have to move on like him.

"Ok Sasuke-kun. Good luck. I wish you well on your journey."

"What are you going to do when I leave?"

Oh now he's interested in what I was going to do? Oh I'll tell him I'll be alllllllright.

"I might look for a husband."

"Why?" His voice so low it almost was as he was in pain.

"Well I need someone and it would help my mother relax. I can't go on living alone. I'm not like you. I need someone and I really want kids."

"Do you know how kids are made? Sakura."

His voice lowered as he said my name. I look up at him and could feel his piercing gaze.

"I obviously know that. I'm an adult." I tried to sound confident but thinking about doing it brought me back to that night and all of a sudden I felt self-conscious.

How can I act nonchalant in front after that night. Heck even before that fateful night.

"Can you do it?" He asked with a low and husky voice

"I mean I did do it before so I can."

"Yes you did. You did it with me. I was your first." He inch closer to me now looking down at me. Why would he bring that up again.

He bend down placing his hand beside me while that his gaze never leaving me.

"Let me rephrase my question Sakura. Can you do it with a man that not me?"

IK CLIFFHANGER BUT I MIGHT MAKE IT A SMUT CH NEXT CUZ OBV WE NEED ANGRY SMUT. SORRY FOR MAKING IT SHORT.

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