Moonlight

14

Pavel: (screaming) Oh my God, David! What have you done?!

Pooh: (desperate) Pavel, please, let me explain! It's not what it looks like!

Pavel: (pulling away, tears streaming down his face) Explain? You just killed someone! How could you do this?

Pooh threw his gun away , safely ... reaching out to Pavel.

Pooh : (reaching out) Pavel , listen to me, it was self-defense. He was going to hurt you!Not only You.. He was going to hurt both of us ! He's a damn stalker ! He had posted our pictures on the twitter and tried to drag us down !!!!

Pavel: (shaking his head, backing away) No, no! I can't believe this. I can't believe you could do something like this. I mean even if he's a stalker .. t- to kill him ? right in front of my face ?? ( Pavel said wiping the tears which was coming from his eyes)

Pooh: (pleading, almost kneeling down ) Pavel, please, you have to understand. I did it to protect us. To protect you!

Pavel: (sobbing) Protect me? By killing a man? I don't even know who you are anymore! I-I can't believe you would kill a person because of me .. w-why ? what happened to my Pooh ? Why are you d-doing this to me ??

Pooh's eyes also filled with tears , he reached his arms to touch Pavel's hands but Pavel turned around and ran inside the bedroom. His sobs were echoing through the house. 

Pooh: (calling out) Babe, please don't run away!  and stop crying ! i never wanted to harm you and i never did !!! I need you to trust me!

(Pavel slams the bedroom door behind him, collapsing onto the bed in tears. He hears Pooh's muffled voice through the door, but he curls up, hugging himself tightly, unable to process what just happened.And he slowly checks on El who was sleeping soundly)

Pavel: (whispering to herself) How could he? How could he do this? I hate that i'm being the main reason for his behavior!!!

(Pavel's quiet sobs filling the room, when he took out the phone and typed both of their names , to find what ? to find nothing )

He couldn't believe that Pooh was lying to himself so he could kill a man without zero worries.

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Pooh felt like his whole world was collapsing. So he called Spy.

I messed up. I totally forgot that i was hugging Pavel that time.

Just wait until he finds that you have killed EL's teacher too , i'm sure that he will hate you to death , Jeff said as usual.

You're not helping at all , Jeff

What should i do now ? you know that i can't live without him.

I think you should leave now

What do you mean by that?

Just leave somewhere and live lowkey , and appear on the shooting day , make sure that you look so sick , tell the GMMTV that u need some day offs , without informing Pavel.

Okay then?

You gotta act like you're going to kill yourself , if Pavel doesn't come back to you.

I don't have a heart to leave Pavel and EL now , i can't

I think you should wait till the morning . Try to talk to him , but if he keeps ignoring you, you better work according to Jeff's plan , said Spy cutting the call.

Pooh almost hit the wall multiple times , till he was bleeding . He pulled his hair , sobbing , silently.  He just couldn't believe he did allow Pavel to see his true self . And it was his biggest fear too , to loose the love of his life and seeing Pavel being scared of him.

I can't...I can't let that happen. Maybe if i die, he would be less scared of me . Pooh thought almost rubbing his ring . He slowly walked to their bedroom , without waking up EL , who was sleeping cuddling her plushie.

 Pavel is in the bedroom, curled up on the bed, sobbing uncontrollably. The door is slightly ajar, and he can hear Pooh's footsteps approaching hesitantly. He buries his face in the pillow, his cries muffled but still audible. Pooh stands at the door, looking lost and broken. He suddenly pulls out a pocket knife, tears streaming down his face.

Pooh: (choking up) Babe, I can't bear this. I can't bear seeing you like this because of me.

[Pavel's sobs subside slightly as she hears the desperation in his voice. He looks up and sees the knife in his hand, his eyes widening in horror.]

Pavel: (screaming) Pooh, no! What are you doing?!

Pooh: (voice trembling) I'm so sorry, Babe. I don't deserve you. I don't deserve to live after what I've done.

Pavel: (rushing towards him) Pooh , stop! Please, stop! Don't hurt yourself!

Pooh: (tears falling freely) I can't live knowing I've caused you this much pain.

Pavel: (grabbing his arm, his voice softening) Pooh, listen to me. I can't stand seeing you in pain. Please, put the knife down.

Pooh: (looking into his eyes, voice breaking) But Babe, I—

Pavel: (interrupting) No, Pooh. I-It's okay. I'll accept you for who you are. I can't lose you. We'll get through this together, but you have to stop hurting. I-I'll try to forget what has happened , Please trying to stop hurting yourself please.. Pavel said wiping tears on Pooh's face

[Pooh hesitates, the knife trembling in his hand. Pavel gently takes the knife from him and sets it aside, Pavel's hands still holding his tightly.]

Pavel: (tearfully) I need you, Pooh. We'll figure this out, but I can't do it alone. I don't want to lose you. I- I love you so much. How can i live without you? Have you ever thought about me and EL? what would happen to us if you hurt yourslef like this ?

Pooh: (sobbing) I'm so sorry, Pavel. I never wanted to hurt you. I was trying to protect us.

Pavel: (pulling him into a hug) I know. I know you were. We'll talk about everything, but right now, I just need you to be okay. I- I'm here for you my love, Pavel said choking on his tears.

Pooh: (holding Pavel tightly) I'm so sorry, Pavel. I love you so much.

Pavel: (crying softly into his shoulder) I love you too, Pooh. We'll get through this. Together.

(They hold each other, both crying, but finding some comfort in each other's arms. The weight of the night still hangs over them, but in this moment, they find a fragile peace in their shared embrace , but still EL was sleeping peacefully )

Pavel: ( taking a deep breath, still hugging pooh who was almost resting his head on Pavel's head ) w-what are we going to do about that body?

Pooh:( Snuggling closer to Pavel) His body has already faded to thin air, because he was a human , spying on us . 

Pavel : Oh..okay..then we are safe..( he said slowly patting on Pooh's hair)

Pooh : I-I'm sorry that y-you had to go through this because of me...

Pavel: shh, it's okay... i would never leave your side , i'll always be there for you till i breath

Pooh ( taking a deep breath and locking his eyes on Pavel's eyes) I already gave my heart to you..so please don't give it back to me okay ?

Pavel: o-okay baby, i love you.. he said trying to calm his husband.

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