Our Endless Daylight Mist (Fallen Series #1)

PROLOGUE

"Are you sure ba na you can go back home?"

Xianna kept on asking me the same question, nilagay ko sa maleta ang mga iba pang damit ko habang pinapakinggan ko na paulit ulit niya sinasabi 'yon.

"Xia you asked that question for about ten times already and yes nga uuwi ako. I'll be okay, no need to worry!" I said and looked back at her to give her a warm and assuring smile.

I have a flight tomorrow and Xianna and Nathalie were helping me pack my things.

"Besides babalik din naman siguro ako agad!" biro ko pa.

"Ay 'yan ang hindi mo sure sis!" pumalakpak pa siya pag tapos ng pag sabi niya ng 'ay' ang OA lang, 'aliw.

"Don't worry about her too much Xia, kumalma ka. Andon din naman sila Samarrah and the guys to watch over her" Nathalie who was listening to us for a long time finally spoke.

Napa buntong hininga si Xia at ngumuso bago nag salita muli "Sige. Oh basta tatawag ka ah? Tyaka ang mga bilin sayo ng doctor mo wag mo kalilimutan ha? Don't worry I'll try my best na lang na tapusin lahat ng business ko dito tapos susunod ako sayo."

"Grabeng naman pag ka miss 'yan, iiwan ako." Nathalie acted like she was mad and even put both of her arms in her waist.

That made me laugh because now Xia needs to explain things to Nala, humalakhak pa lalo ako ng yakapin ni Xianna si Nala, napailing nalang ako at tinuloy ang pag iimpake, They'll be fine.

After finishing some things we had a fancy dinner and the three of us hang out since tanghali pa naman ang flight ko kaya may time ako makipag bardagulan sakanila.

The next day hinatid pa nila akong dalawa sa airport at ang dami pa lalong bilin ni Xia na napapailing nalang si Nathalie saying she already said that countless times already.

Natawa ako bago mag paalam dahil hindi naman sa Pilipinas ang daretso ko, I had to go to France first for some business before going home to the Philippines.

I smiled and when I saw the clouds at nakinig ng music habang nasa byahe. I have to stay in France for about a month or more dahil masyado akong maraming aasikasuhin doon.

I enjoyed being alone and free though. Naalala ko na nung mga unang araw ko sa New York ay napadalas ang breakdown ko dahil na h-homesick ako at siguro dahil mag-isa ako nung mga panahon na 'yon.

It's a good thing that Xia followed me and to my surprise sumunod din si Nathalie.

Nakatayo ako ngayon sa balcony ng hotel room ko admiring the view.. it's so pretty. I was smiling genuinely because somehow I feel so free.

It was night and today was a very exhausting day for me, so much work and so much things to do.. but looking at this view it's making me calm and making me feel at rest.

The world is so pretty yet I once believed that it turned it's back on me and I thought the world was the worst thing during that time.

Napabuntong hininga ulit ako ng maalala ang mga nangyari noon, palagi nalang na tuwing mag isa ako ay naiisip ko ang mga nangyari dati. Hindi na ata ako matahimik kahit ipilit ko na nakalimutan ko na nga ito, but atleast hindi na kagaya dati na halos hindi ko kayanin ang sakit, dahil ngayon sigurado akong malakas ako. No.. Mas malakas na ako.

I became so busy pag kauwi ko ng pilipinas, I was not complaining though, I love what I'm doing, things like this makes me happy and less distracted from everything..

"You're here, no work?" I stopped doing my papers the moment my mom entered our house holding four designer paper bags, she went shopping huh? sana all!