hcs for some of the best hsr boys and what secrets they have !
characters included :
- dan heng
- sampo
- gepard
- blade
- jing yuan
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DAN HENG has many secrets that not even those closest to him know, that much is obvious. he doesn't want to be a burden.
but there's also a secret he keeps out of embarrassment.
dan heng finds it difficult to sleep - on the rare occasion that he does - without cuddling something.
to save himself from being found out, he never bought a plushie to cuddle, instead purchasing an extra pillow to wrap his arms around at night, snuggling into it to eventually drift off. it soothes him, especially when he buries his face into it.
he just prays that nobody ever walks into his room on the express and catches him like that. it would be too embarrassing, and he'd probably never show his face again.
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SAMPO is naturally deceptive, despite his attempts to come across as an honest and upfront guy. it's as if it was in his blood to lie all the time.
though ... there was one thing he wanted to pretend to be honest about more than anything, and he hoped that he could actually come across as if he was telling the truth when asked about it.
sampo adores attention more than anything else in the world. it doesn't matter if it's positive or negative attention as long as someone is noticing him, though whenever asked he's always quick to deny.
almost too quick.
to any that didn't know sampo properly, they'd probably take his word for it, but for anyone he allowed to get close to him ... they knew just how much he enjoyed being in the spotlight.
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GEPARD's biggest secret is his sexuality.
he knew he could tell his sisters anything, but this ... it felt like too much. it took him a long time to figure everything out, thinking he was abnormal for not being attracted to women at all. he never was, but in his teenage years he didn't really focus on it. it wasn't until adulthood that gepard put proper thought into it.
it bothered him.
he tried everything he could to 'fix' himself, still not fully coming to terms with it. it wasn't until serval came to notice something was wrong with her little brother - that he was upset beyond belief - and he broke down in her arms explaining everything. she spent the night comforting him, rubbing soothing circles on his back and gently running her hand through his hair, letting him know that he was in fact normal. he didn't have to fix anything.
after that night he felt a lot better, and instead of being just a secret ... it was more of an open secret. something obvious if you looked hard enough.
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BLADE is all about appearances. he wants to be viewed as strong as intimidating ... but that isn't exactly reality.
he's vulnerable with the people he cares about, treating them as if they're more fragile than glass, as if they could break at even the slightest touch.
and he hates it.
he was never really one to be all mushy for no reason, but within recent years it was an ( unwelcome ) development for him. if he showed a moment of weakness then he could get attached ( he already is, he just can't face that fact ) which would only be a hindrance ...
but he can't help himself. deep down all blade wants is to care and be cared for, as silly as that sounds. he nearly slapped himself the first time he thought like that, trying to fight against the urges to be a little bit more soft around whoever he trusts.
it isn't really working, which frustrates him beyond belief.
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JING YUAN was never open about one specific thing.
and that was how much he loved it when people played with his hair.
lying on someone's lap in either a rare moment of weakness or exhaustion, just for them to tangle their fingers in his fluffy white hair ... it felt like heaven. every time it would send him to sleep almost instantly, and he'd be out like a light for the entire night ( or day, depending on the time it happened ).
nothing would be able to wake him up afterwards. he'd wake up whenever he was ready to.
though ... there was also another side to this.
during more intimate moments, jing yuan quite enjoyed his hair being pulled. regardless of whether he was on top or bottom, pulling his hair was an easy way to get him off. he couldn't express how much he loved it. if he'd had a certain partner for a long enough time they'd know, so it isn't exactly a proper secret, but it's something he's never really mentioned.
he wishes he could consider it a secret, but it's painfully obvious based on his reactions.
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jing yuan ... mmmgjingyuan nandfmfkdksdkmmsmdmngh jing yuan ...
i'm so normal about him trust
ANYWAY !!! i didn't really read over this so it's gonna be poop but okay !!!
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