Blue

Dear Deception

In the stillness of the night, I lay awake
Wondering if your words were genuine or fake
Did you truly care for me, as you claimed?
Or were your feelings merely a charade?

I replay our conversations in my mind
Hoping to find some solace, some kind
But doubt creeps in and makes me question
If your love was real or just a deception

I am haunted by uncertainty and fear
Of being fooled by someone so dear
I wish I could trust in your words
But my heart is filled with doubts unheard

So here I am, lost in my own thoughts
Torn between belief and what truth sought
I still doubt if you actually cared for me
When you said that you did, so fervently.