𝗎𝗉𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗌 ✯

2: 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝗈𝗏𝖺𝗇

First things first, my ex. So I don't know if you guys remember, but I had a crush from September 2022 to March 2023 that I always talked about? Here's what happened with him.

September 2022: I meet him through school, it really clicks between us. We start texting, talking and slowly becoming friends.

October 2022: He suddenly ghosts me. I get pretty sad because, well, he's my crush and he won't respond to my texts or even make eye contact with me for no reason at all, suddenly. On the 15th, precisely, I go to the movies with a friend group, and my best friend is there. As well as Donovan. He was still ghosting me at that time, but he acts pretty normal on that specific night. Almost as if he doesn't know that he's ignoring me. The movie starts, me and my best friend sit with Donovan. Everything goes pretty well, until my best friend starts to act flirty with Donovan. I remember I was DESPERATE for his attention, so I would try to laugh/talk really loud so he's look at me more instead of her. He didn't. They both went to sit further away from me together, leaving me alone. I felt sick, I was shaking and I was so sad. I see them start to make out and that's my last straw. I go outside to get some fresh air. The movie wasn't even good anyway.

November 2022: Donovan and my best friend didn't last at all. They were together for two weeks until Donovan ghosted my best friend, and later cheated on her. I hated him for that. I hated her too, but I didn't even tell her about my crush in the first place, it wasn't her fault. Was it?

December 2022: On the 2nd, Donovan and I start taking again, on a random rainy morning in art class. Just like that, I know I still like him. I may even love him.

January 2023: Him and I are closer than ever, we spend a lot of time together. I start to more and more think that, maybe, he may like me too.

February 2023: On the 3rd, Donovan tells me he likes me. We share a kiss, and he asks me to be his girlfriend. I'm so happy, I might explode. I felt like it was too good to be true, but why not take it all in?

On the 7th though, my suspicions were confirmed; it was indeed too good to be true. Nothing lasts. My friend runs to me and tells me that she saw Donovan kissing Jade, his girl best friend. I remember this moment vividly, almost like it was last week; I was going in P.E. so I went in one of the stalls to get changed, since I was on my period. I had an anxiety attack in there and I later came out as if nothing happened. I'm so good at hiding my emotions.

On the 10th, I confront him. I told him I knew about Jade. He doesnt deny anything, and my heart breaks even more. We break up and I spend the next few weeks hidden in my room, crying, because i felt betrayed. So betrayed, and pathetic.

March 2023: On the 13th, he leaves town and moves in with his dad, who lives 2 hours from where I live. He changes schools and I never see him again. Our story may not have lasted long, but for me, I felt all of it. I was in love with him, and he played me.

April 2024: Just like that, he comes back into my life. He adds me again on snapchat, and he starts snapping me.

I'm gonna go straight in: he asks me for nudes. And he's very insistant about it. He changed. He changed a lot. Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town...

May 2024: My best friend started texting him. I don't know what to think about it. She claims it's just to see if he talks about me/the pictures he asked for, but she showed me the texts and it feels like she's flirting with him. I feel kind of betrayed and I don't know if I should trust her...

Anyways, now you guys know the truth about what happened with that guy. Don't date anyone who had a cheating history/is a player. Just don't. Don't do it.