Camille
It's been about thirty minutes since what happened in the kitchen and my mind hasn't been able to stop racing since. The more I think about it I keep asking myself if it was actually real.
Yes, I know it happened but I mean does Jackson actually feel that way towards me?
'Don't lock your door tonight'.
Something inside my stomach tightens and I let out a groan of frustration. I decide that a hot shower will calm my nerves.
Taking my hair out of its messy bun, I let my natural curls fall. I love my hair. It took me a while to embrace it but it's beautiful.
I put my phone on Pandora and my bathroom fills with SZA's voice and I start singing along. I then turn the water on in my shower, making sure the temperature is to my liking and step out of my clothes.
As the hot water washes over my body, I sigh in relief. I love a hot shower. I turn around and let the water hit my shoulders and neck, taking away the tension that's gathered there. Leaning my head back, I then let the water stream down my hair and it slowly brings more life into my curls.
I grab my body wash and lather my body with it and begin to sing:
"I can't lose when I'm with you
How can I snooze and miss the moment?
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do
I can't lose when I'm with you
I can't just snooze and miss the moment
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do"
Turning around and letting the water rinse all the soap off my body, I close my eyes and just bask in how it feels.
After using up the hot water, I finally exit my shower and grab a towel from the towel rack. I wrap it around my body, grab my phone and exit my bathroom.
I open my dresser and pull out another big t shirt and a pair of panties. Making my way over to my bed, I make sure to grab my passion fruit scented body butter.
After I'm done with my legs, I let my towel fall to the floor and I hear a deep and primal growl coming from the corner of my room. I stop all movement and begin to panic.
There is no fucking way.
Hesitant, I look up through the wet curls of my hair.
Jackson is just sitting in the chair in the corner of my room. Still shirtless with the same sweatpants on. He has hooded eyes and a look on his face I had never seen from him before.
"Oh my god, Jackson!?" I quickly pick up my towel and turn with my back towards him, wrapping it back around my body. I am mortified. No one has ever seen me naked.
"I thought you went to go chill with Jordan?" I look at my door to make sure I had closed it and it is. He must have came in when I was in the shower.
"Told him I was tired." His voice is deep and becoming closer, making the grip I have on my towel tighten. I hear soft foot steps approaching me and my heart beat quickens. "You didn't lock your door."
"Y-You told me not to." I feel his presence behind me again, just like earlier except this time I have even less clothes on.
"And you listened," he says close to my ear and it sends a shiver down my spine.
