A little secret [Soukoku / omegaverse]

Chapter 5: the birth of a prodigy

WARNING : Rape/non-con, abuse, dogs attack, self harm, suicide...

I tried to kill myself....but why I am not dead ?....I slowly open my eyes...

Dazai : Nhg....where am I....

*a dark purple haired man come in the room*

Mori : hello Dazai-kun i am Mori Ogai Rintarou, your doctor.

Rintarou explained me that he found me in the river and brought me here. He basically raised me since this day...he gave me books to read and he found out I was really smart. I helped him for his work and then he found out about my ability...he said I was blessed...

But when I turned 11 years old he started touching me...he made me wore dresses I didn't like and forced me to do things I didn't like...

Then I met Elise...but when I looked at her...I could only see me in those blue eyes...my horrible and empty eyes who glowed in a shade of red and brown.

This continued for years.

He told me his plan about wanting to become the port mafia boss and asked me to help him since my grandfather is the actual port mafia boss. He needed me as his witness...he wanted to kill the port mafia boss who happens to be my grandfather...not that I really mind because I never really liked him, he is crazy...

When I turned 15 years old I finally knew my second gender...which not helped me one bit...Rintarou- I mean Mori started touching more often... I think you understand, I won't explain the details..

I was physically abused everyday this I met this man, even tho I was abused my parents too, so it didn't really changed my life...but it was worse...he made dogs attack me, he cut my skin, hit me, I had to take illegal inhibitors who are stronger to not have my heats , he made me eat a lot of different poison, drugs -not that I minded a lot since I wanted to die- to make me immunized to them but I think the worst is when he violated me...i hated this with every fibers of my body.

So when I was alone I cut my skin to feel better, to feel nothing...only numbness...

I was alone...a non-human 15 years old boy who was constantly in the darkness and could never leave it...

But then I met him...my light in this dark world  I was living in all alone...

His strong smell of sea and old wine smelt so good, his beautiful red hair who moved so beautifully in the wind...and those striking blue eyes who looked so pure...

I founded my light...and I would do everything to keep it.