insane

what its like

katy p.o.v
its depressing here 

people get put in for different reasons and they get put into a certain section of the 'hospital' 
people with disorders or that self harm get put in a spot, people that have multiple personality disorder get put in a spot theres lots of different spots but in the spot i am in is the worse

different rules different food and people in my spot were actually insane but me im not insane theres just so much wrong with me i shouldent even have a spot unless its in hell

ive been here for 8 months

my parents dont answer the phone for me they dont call me i had/have no friends and really theres no one else to call 
if you break a rule you get put alone for about a week or so sometimes a month 
i have a roommate her name is cat shes in here because she has voices in her head that tell her to kill people but she said they have never told her to kill anyone in the 'hospital' 

well other than the people running it 

but i dont see her very much anymore though shes been 'locked up' a lot lately 
other than her my only friend here is harry 

hes in here for the same reason as cat but he is worse than she is because he also has multiple personality disorder.....people say he also had a eating disorder to top it off but i dont know about that hes pretty muscular 

the worse thing about this place though is everytime we get a new person we have to all gather up and tell our story 
out of my 8 months here ive had to tell my story 9 times and man does it get old
"hello im katy and im here because i black out and hurt myself but i have a multiple personality disorder and voices in my head and the only thing i like is bands" that 9 times is pretty horrible because it hasent changed at all