wonderland

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//TW mention of SA, ED and abuse

Ariana's POV

Time skip: 7 days 

11AM

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP 

I groan at my alarm but then i remember i see Taylor today, its honestly one of the only things that is keeping me going. Taylor has been checking up on me each night but I always tell her I'm fine when i'm definitely not. I have bruises all over my body and scars from SA that I have recently started doing, the last meal i ate was breakfast yesterday when I had a yogurt, I have basically been starving myself all week. But unfortunately I know Layla and her mom are going to force me to eat before I leave which I will do everything in my power to avoid. 

I have no idea why Taylor cares about me so much, I am so ugly. 

I decided to get ready when I got a text from Layla telling me that she'll be at mine in 3 hours, I responded back with a heart and continued getting ready. 

I put on my lover inspired outfit and started doing my makeup and tried covering my bruises up, thankfully I had my lover hoodie I made so I didn't have to worry about my arms. 

I had just finished getting ready when I got a dm from Taylor

taylorswift:

Hi Ariana! I was just wondering if you could please meet me at the stadium at 12:15 so we could talk, i'd love to meet you! 

Shaking I responded back

arianacampbell13

Of course I want to meet you Taylor, you have no idea how much this means to me, i love you so much I will definitely be there.

taylorswift: 

Aw sweetie, I cannot wait to meet you!! I'll make sure there is someone to escort you inside the stadium just give me a text when you are here!! See you soon sweetheart 💜

What. The. Actual. Fuck. 

I immediately texted Layla asking her if she could drop me off at the stadium at 12:15 which she texted back saying her mom said yes she can. 

As I was texting Layla my dad bashed open the door. 

"WHAT ARE YOU WEARING YOU LOOK SO UGLY AND FAT IN THAT", he screamed. 

Lifting me off my bed he threw me into the corner and punched me in they eye twice hard and then left me to cry helplessly. 

After crying, I heard a car honk, knowing it was Layla and her mom I quickly put my shoes on, grabbed my bag and ran out the door into the car. 

"Hi Ariana, it's so great to see you again!", said Layla's mom. 

"Hi Mrs Rogers, it's nice to see you again too", I replied. 

"ARIANA I'M SO EXCITED FOR TODAY", Layla exclaimed to me. 

"I CANT BELIEVE ITS THE DAY", I replied matching her energy.

We pulled out infront of the stadium and me and Layla said our goodbyes for another 3 hours. 

Once Layla and her mom drove off I decided to dm Taylor, I was so nervous since I just got a fresh bruise on my right eye, Layla or her mom didn't mention it since she knows it'll make me upset and knows that there isn't much I could do,  but I know Taylor will question me about it.