who says I don't

who is he??

CHAPTER 1

So here I am 19 crying on a stage and you on a patch.
It's the same story just a different plot.

5 years earlier

‎ أمي، سأخرج في محاولة للعثور على ملعب لكرة القدم
(Mom I'm going out trying to find a football pitch)
Mama ik ga met Blanka buiten naar het parkje
(Mom I'm going with Blanka  to the park)
I walk out side my house and sees a person around (178cm or something) walk around the corner.
I don't think much of it there a lot of weird sceptical guys in my neighbourhood anyway.
It's late and me and Blanka are going back to my house we're just giggling and prank calling guys and singing to Taylor Allison Swift you know the usual.
I go and close my blinds when I see that the blinds from the house in front of me are open, there never open.
I try to look to see if I can see anyone I can't at first until I see a shy little girl wave at me I wave back and tell blanka to come and look "blanka look my neighbour is a cute little girl" B "aww let me see" I look away from the window and tell blanka that she waved at me B "euhhh N" I say "what's wrong" the girls not alone I look back at the window and see a boy who looks to be around 178cm (5'10) or something he looks at us and blanka backs away I'm still looking at him and he looks at me  but with a stare of death. What was that we look at each other in shock blanks says "isn't he something for you I mean isn't he ur type" I just laugh it off. summer goes on and every time I see him he looks at me like I killed his family or something. A week before school starts I come back home with blanka and see my parents talking to some neighbours I don't think much of it until my parents tell me that we are going to my ex bsf house, who lives down the street and have dinner with like the whole street "mama moet ik echt gaan kan ik nie gwn bij blanka blijven?" (Mom do I really have to go can't I stay with Blanka)B "no, no I really have to go my mom is calling me" Blanka leaves and says "tekst me" so I get ready and go the my ex bsf house maybe I'll get to know more about my new neighbours and his family.
I'm sitting at the table and not to mention how awkward it is that my ex bsf and her siblings are staring at me but that there are two empty seats. I go outside and see a girl I've never seen her before and she looks kinda like the little girl who is talking to my sister but she looks more like to boy who I think hates me. I go talk to the girl she says her name is Amire and she just move here in the house in front of me. You talk and she says that her family is from Morocco and that her sister is really shy but she loves to talk I question her brother she says "I don't know I think he's sad about moving I don't really know" we just talk until the bell rings.
ZAIN
Zain lives 7 house next to mine he's kinda new but really weird and tries to hit on you he sees you and Amire and walks over hey girls he says Amire introduces herself but he cuts her off and looks at me and puts an arm around me I look at Amire in a look of help Amire talks about her and her family but Zain keeps asking uncomfortable things. Zain his brother calls him and says and Zain leaves kissing your cheek and keeps looking at you. All of a sudden you get really hot and start hyperventilating (that happens a lot) Amire sees and ask what you need you says you try to say you need that poof poof thing you and Amire russ home. Amire goes inside and searches for it you wait outside until someone come out of the house in front of you someone who's about 178cm  he sees you and looks at you but this time not with a Death Stare he says "u good?" I say " do I look good" he chuckles "okey I'm sorry I'm Malakai" "Nora" "I know" I look confused but still breathing heavy M "my little sister said that she made friends with your sister and than she said your name, sadly for you I'm not a stalker." I ask "why were you not at dinner?" "I had training and don't say "ow you could just have skipped training", No nothing comes before training." "I wasn't going to" he asks "So what going on with you" he says and sits next to you "hyperventilating" "I see that" "I hyperventilat when in uncomfortable" "why where you uncomfortable" "a guy hitting on me" he says "I get that not with guys but yk" I laugh Amire runs out with the poof poof thing she sees her brother "what are you doing here" I say "he was helping me I say" Amire says "you stopped hyperventilating" I say "euhh I guess I did thanks Malakai" he says "it's nothing and walks away without looking at me" I say "strange" A ask "why was he here and how did you stop hyperventilating" "I don't know we just talked about stuff and it helped" Amire stops for a sec "he helped you?" She says confused I say "yea" and it worked?" I say again "yea" she looks at me with a look of disbelief but also with a look of what.