Then she moved to Arizona where the girls were like DAMN and the boys were like ZAM so right away she felt out of place. Her self-esteem went from going lower and lower to plummeting instantly. So she started at her new school. It was hard because she had no friends for a few weeks. After awhile she got some friends and moved on. But there was always a little voice in her head telling her she didn't matter and she thought that voice could be filled with the "love" of boys. So she fell head over heels 3 time in that year. She regretted each one very deeply when it was over.