It was a starry night and I was feeling pretty pissed at Sats for getting sick...again. She's sick all the damn time and I am sick of it. Sats, I'm pretty pissed at you right now. Why'd ya have to go and get sick all the time like you always do, just why?! Why'd you go and get sick and leave me here?! Why, just why? ...Why?
I don't want to live like this, I don't~! It's not her fault, she's sick but I just feel pissed at her for it.
I do not like living like this, Sats, I really don't! Ya' know what? I wish I was the sick one instead of you then maybe you wouldn't be sick all the time! That's it. And I hope it comes true, too!
I was put in the hospital not too long ago. A little after that, I was hooked up to heart monitor. Later, I was put on life support. I wished to be the sick one so Sats wouldn't be anymore. She isn't anymore, although I am. This will get to be a lot more often. I wished to have her bad health so she'd have my good health. I'd become used to it though.
