My Wall

Chapter 3

Chris POV
I was at this cd signing at footlocker.I mean what not a better place then here.Not only do I get to see some fine girls,but I also get to get some no shoes.Thats just two thumbs up in my book.I been here for an hour.I ready to go because no ones really catching my attention.I mean don't get me wrong I love my fans.Its just need some kind of loving if you know what a mean.Just as that thought crossed my mind.A shawty with a fat ass booty walked pass.She came over to the and leaned forward.Practically letting me see her titties.They had my full attention.

"Hey papi" she said letting her tongue slide across her full lips.

"What's up ma" I respond biting my bottom lip.I mean what girl doesn't like that?

"Nothing, I just wanted to say congrats on your new album,"she replied,"If you need help with anything and I mean anything give me a call." She said seductively while sliding me her number.

She then strut away putting a extra switch in her hips.I couldn't help but bite my lip watching her leave.Lil mama bad and the way her ass jiggle in that dress.I just might put that number to use.

Another 30 minutes passed. By this time I was really ready to go.I couldn't shawty off my mind.I just wanted to get her in my bed and see how that kitty is.Just as I was going to end the signing a darkskin girl with a fat ass walk in with some girl that looked like a teenager version of her.I didn't want to stare at her, so I looked away before I could get stuck in a trace.

As I was looking at a pair of Jordan retro 6s I wanted. I felt eyes on me and not just your typical that's a famous nigga stare.One of those hard ass stares.When I looked up I noticed shawty was eyeing a nigga.From the bottom of my shoes to the top of my head.All of that stop when she seen she have been caught and I was staring right into her eyes.She quickly turned around and put her undivided attention onto the shoes she was looking at.

While she was looking at shoes I decided it was my turn to check her out. Let me tell you her body is perfect.Swag is on a thousand and I can tell her shoe game is something serious.One thing that stood out the most was her face.

You can tell she's a good girl at heart.Probably won't even deal with a ruthless nigga like me.I won't blame her if she don't even want to fuck with me at all.Who would want to fuck with a nigga with a lot of drama going.Always in the media for doing dumb shit.
I continued to watch her.I stared at her until I got the conformation to leave.

"Yo, Chris you ready to leave.I just got conformation that you can leave now" My bodyguard Pat told me.

"Yeah man lets roll out"
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Ahsia
Quickly turning around after being caught.I decided to actually look for some shoes that I haven't gotten yet.While I was looking I felt eyes on me.I wouldn't dare turn around though.I couldn't bring myself to turn around if I even had it in me too.I just have a feeling it was him staring at me.The longer he looked the hotter I became.I wanted to turn around just to see if it was him just to be sure.Something in me just wouldn't let me.

I mean it might not even be him.There are to many gorgeous women here for his attention to just be focused on me.There is probably no one even looking my way.I might just be paranoid as usual.

The what if is still lingers around in my mind.What if it is him? I might just be lucky enough to grab his attention.What if it's just all in my head? I could just be thinking I was lucky enough for him to look my way. What if I'm all wrong altogether? Everything I'm thinking isn't true.

I know I sound super insecure.I can't help it though.All my life I felt this way.I wish I could break out of thinking this way, but I can't.Even if I tried hard enough that my brain will explode.My insecurities may always be my down fall.

"Are you ready to go cause I'm tired of being here?" Bria said knocking me out of my thoughts

"Umm yeah, are you ready to go home or you want to get something to eat first?"

"We can go to Applebee's first then head home ,if that's okay with you?"

"Yeah that fine with me." I respond to her.

On the way out the door.I glance behind me one time just to find he's gone.i just knew it was to good to be true.I knew everything I was thinking was right.

I can't be mad about it.There were better looking girls than me that was there anyway.Who would want to deal with a girl with so many insecurities?

I was so deep into my thoughts that I didn't even realize that I was at my car.Unlocking the door and hopping end.I beginning to head to Applebee's.With one thing still on my mind.The one thing I just can't stop thinking about. It was that one person I wish I never should had looked at. My mind wouldn't be going crazy right now. I just can't help, but to think of HIM.