If you're a reader of my books, a follower, mutual and such... I apologize if I randomly left Wattpad without announcing on my main.
I don't know what's happening to me honestly, I feel like I'm losing myself. I can't tell what I'm feeling anymore, I just feel weak. I don't know whether I'll come back or not I just want to give up.
I honestly feel like crying every single damn day. I can't see myself, I don't know what to do, I'm just some fcking kid inside a teenager's body carrying the weight of achievements I have to achieve.
I don't want to go on like this forever, everywhere I go, anywhere I am, I just feel useless seeing people achieving things I want to achieve. The things I want to achieve are so called useless as a career.
Honestly, I feel burnt. I want to quit everything, I can't even look straight in people's eyes anymore, is that even normal?
I want to cry but can't, am I really that abnormal? Please I just want to stop everything and try to think, I can't focus straight anymore.
I'm tired.
