I woke up and thought to myself, *Why can't I just die in my sleep it would be easy and fast nobody would even care* I look around my room and saw clothes alle over the place I didn't wanne clean I just wanne stay in bed I picked some clothes up from my floor and take my backpack on and got in the car to go to shcool, I thought to myself while I was in the car and look around the other kids in the car there was just looking down in there phone * why is this my life* she look at her phone to see who sendt me an snap it was Magnus from her scout *we were talking alle night when he ask me about my self harm i didn't know that he knew about it his dad is an doctorat the mental hospital so he did kniw when people had i hard i did try to hide it* from the rest of the car ride i was just looking out the window I remembered I had to take the train home after shcool I do like the trian I can hear music and look out the window and think to myself. I was sitting in class and drawing in my math book I dont like shcool iam olny in shcool to hope that some day if I don't kill myself I can try ti get an better life for my self, after shcool I did walk over to the train I was looking at the trakes and was thinking about jumping I didn't do it I have to remember my scout there are the olny reasons my still alive I love my scout team they don't call me emo well there don't know it olny Magnus but it because he good at reading people he said, Magnus is at the same shcool as where iam, am in 7 gard he is in 9 gard, so sometimes he drive his bike past the train so sometimes I get to see him he asked me happy he is nice,
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