To my surprise magnus was behind me and talk to me then he said "what up" I smile at him and I answer "not much we had an long talk yesterday" I laughed to myself, he took my arm he didn't pull my sleeve up or anything but he just look my and said " please don't do it agine" and he look at me and walk away he had to go home before his brother came home, I was about to cry my hand to myself *he not mad he didn't call me emo he didn't told everyone he didn't slap me or call me selfish* I did ask him why he not mad at me because I have done self harm he did say *just because you do it, it doesn't mean you an bad person you are not, there are just the bad person in the world* I could feel myself get tears in my eyes I did stop them I was on the train I didn't want someone to think am an cry baby, I left the train it was about an 34 minute walk, as I enter the front door I saw the leder his name was Peter he hit me once he look at me mad and said" what the fuck is you problem" I look at him I didn't know what he want from me so I answered "what?" He look at me more mad "you are an idiot aren't you" I just walk away and said "sorry" he didn't say more to me but I could tell he was mad I laid on my bed them at my self harm *it was soon summer and I have this shit I should just kill myself what is the point* I ate an bit of my bread and some water I didn't eat the fruits I didn't like it. I decided to sit on my bed. I didn't wanne move. I just wanne lie down under my blanket, sleep, and be on my phone. My screen time is Alomost 10 hours, I hard an knock on my door I yell "come in" it was milly she was on of them who work at the ophen, she was okay I didn't wanne talk to her tho she said to Me "we just got an letter from you scout leader it about the trip"thanks" I said and take the letter she left the room I look at the letter I was happy I live the trips we are on there are fun, I read the letter and then I saw it we was gonna be in water * oh I have to have an swim suit on, shit I dont want them to see my arm and legs the fact is that an just one big scar* I just went to sleep and didn't eat I wasn't hungry.
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